... you made me believe and human again , i alwayz believed in Mr Godz... but life things i had to
see and go through changed me , all i could hear was my own soul screaming , real love love returned
to fairy tale books so did affection it made numb, where there was once love connection affection
turned to survival mode hardness "dead man walking!". If women have walls men have fortresses .
Then i met you (dam) defenseless and senseless i went home and almost walked a hole into my
carpet because i smiled from my soul "i am alive", i am looking at the ceiling feeling looking at the
ceiling like mr Godz don't playing with your manz, but we had problem one you so find out about i
was institutionalized to my own pain, crazy in love but it was openness and vulnerable the drugs that
drove me insane ... you never laugh at my pain nor made me feel shame and feared my raged
knowing it would never hurt, you wanted to see all of my emotion like mirror like child seeing they're
first rainbow, you saw beauty in the black of a silver back and whispered in my ear "dady... you all"
... All mask off off cra crash but right right but right all lost ... the last words that said was like "at
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