Letters to my future wife 3 ... The Deluxe package

 …. ( the sound of a type writer)

I didn’t walk into this thing blind but now that we in it your more than I expected time has really opened my eyes to what Mr Gods placed me in, Cloud Walkeress " time is the teller of all things" time indeed is a funny thing from the first moment that you walked by... to the moment that you stepped on to my cloud and changed sky with your super fly, it’s like we were a bible scripture and I could quote it, you gave me these amazing moments ...I thought I had my life figure out but you add the laser like focus... forgive me like I do you I am still new to this… your a beautiful  whole  meaning mind body soul like you don't already know this...  i am still like day one for loving like you didn't notice..

 I think you special lady I appreciate you accepting my crazy, it’s like Mr God gave me the deluxe package in a wife beautiful and your acquired taste kind of comedy (lol) i hate to admite but yeah your funny. We moving fast your hearts being cured of the past that’s the only way we are going last we still learning each other and i,m happy to announce you’re the top of the class dam I love that ass. When we wake up  we face the world with the decisions that we make 24/7 the love between us is  give and take … fresh completely organic no need to be  fake, the keys to my heart and our home you take don’t keep the residue of past and don’t forget the vows that we made before we cut the cake 

… No distraction one house no factions loving each other and telling truth no hesitations random kiss that’s my sign of silent appreciation. This path is our own for us to own internal reflections I trust your soul to know just what you known for sure … lifes …you changed.. you want something from me like didn't before so I know your heart is cured, your like that moment like when I step inside the booth truth is just the truth more than eye candy confession of sweet truth… we try not to fight maximize the moment and not waste a youth. Sometimes the rest of the world is irrelevant you’re my significant, when this called marriage gets hard we fix it banish the words quitting it, we define our shrine , I am yours and you are mine I accept what I can’t control that fact that we are

connected at the soul …

Text Message to my future wife "our thing"

I love the way your open minded and dalight thing got my third eye blinded and don’t mind it, it’s like you read my soul script with your perfect timing, the way your like “Papi  lets do something” , Cloud walkerress ( I just invented that word lol) I understand and see your silver lining, blowing my mind when speak one lining, strike  me twice with lips like your lightening , got me gone lost and confused  falling like I am wave riding, late night pillow talk is like  platinum  mining, time and age is beautiful thing as watch our soul intertwining  Mr God be fore I die can press rewinding .… there is doubt  I want do this .. I hope my words feel like a mental kiss …

Message to my future wife ... 2017 compressed

To my future wife ...

Cloud  "You want to know whats beautiful about my day to today ?"

Her  " what ?"

Cloud " read the first part of the message "


My compressed  self esteem  booster for women...  2017...


Short and sweet for people who don't have time to read my long poems and men who need to steal Mad game so get more regular sex (The happier your woman
is the more you gonna get it law of nature  i am snitching)

Letters to my future wife pt 2 - "i am not the Prince who turns into a toad"

Letters to my future wife pt 2 … 

(the sound of scribbling)

Listen woman I will not be the fake fraudulent fickle Prince that you kiss that turns into a toad and won’t last when hard times come down the road because they will, no I am just be me and when you kiss me I won’t turn into a prince, princes are for little girl nah I turn into a king because Mr Gods designed us for grown women and that’s exactly what you and I respect you as one, daughter of the earth and Queen of the sun. They don’t know but I do know the price you paid for the oil in your alabaster box even thou sometimes it don’t look like a alabaster your still precious whatever the box, you rock a diamond in wrath and all other kinds of precious rocks, I hope you hear as I stand in front of you heart and knock trust me you will know it’s me because it will sound like that hip hop beep boop. It’s a good thing that as a child my mother taught me to knit and saw my father taught me carpentry and to fix an engine so I can help mend your heart, that first eye contact that was just a start … the way you let me see into your mind I am like “dam Mr God she sexy soul tender and she smart ? thank you” Gods master piece a sacred piece art .. Yes you are (you don’t believe me) … you yes you … when you wake in the morning to “how you doing beautiful ?” and my smile … Most people can’t understand us , how would they…  they never felt what we  felt they don’t believe in real love so how could understand us… we deep connected god designed  blow your, mind kiss  so ridiculous, soul mist   kind deep love Atlantis.

Crazy enough to love me- Scarz and the Roses ... snippet page 29

Snippet- Chpt  Confession to lost hurt 

I started experimenting with lots of different people. I destroyed my purity and many different relationships I thought we all deserved to suffer - somehow remained a technical virgin. Age of 18, I met the most beautiful man (physically I mean) of my life and we had a hurricane windswept romance and that built up false hopes inside me feeding my cynic as you like to say the “school Master Life” taught me the hard way the difference  between romance and love , one doesn’t last the others eternal ? I was devastated and desperate for intimacy for something real I guess for real love that did not seem to exist in this world or this life time (thoughts of 18 year old) . 

You be like 28 .... "what are you thinking"... "nothing"

You be like …

One of those few people on the planet earth whom when I have moments alone with you I have my everything you know like a plant and sunshine … it’s amazing how you make my inner world turn around hidden behind my smile, that’s makes you ask me “what are you thinking about ?” and I say “nothing”, vulnerability is not natural to men so I will tell you latter silently with my pen  when I slip a not in your bag before work … -extra extra  read all  about it …This is your editor the Cloud walker Gazette feature… the one who makes your body swet … the partner of your soul dance duet … that guy whom you like to bring out the hand cuff lean back and let me do the rest lol …(too much information) … The moments I have you love … happiness … no drama …content …lol horny. Moments when I don’t have you … Northern star that’s a secret language between me you … and easy in the soul … butterflies are free souls and they need to spread their wings , I am not your master I am your partner …I am so secure in the goodness of my loving I know you will come home .

Woman if you knew the things that I think but don’t say about the amazing things you do.

When you do those small things that make me think “that’s why I love her right there…” The first time we met you opened up eyes for those few moments and in those moments the world seemed brand new… only your presence would say I am woman, I am silk go ahead feel and touch, I am child of the sunset go ahead and watch … I am child of nervous pain I am also tender hearted but don’t be fooled I have strength, every woman wants to be a lioness  no not me I am hurricane, I plan on being nice but if you hurt I will cut you like knife, I am push pull and shove and the sweetness that you want plenty of , by th smile of your face I can see you want to make love, don’t make a demon with too much foolish when you know I am divine and sent from a above … I am the temptress that leads you to places unknown where you can suck on my honey comb  and the black snake moans … I am

She “what are you thinking” me “nothing”

You  be like

My truth ... Letters to My future wife 1

[Inner thoughts… First time I met her my souls eye’ had black eye’s the way her beauty hit us  (lol)  teller ]  “Ayo Ma, This is my truth you are the truth, and to tell the truth if another man says he can love you better than me (laughing ) he is lying, Only real man a Cloud Walker can love a Goddess with the heart of a lion,  forget what I have done before  my souls awakened  now I am really trying ... That Ass has the roundness that makes me say Dam with loudness the mind a heart and passion of the cloudness, I ain’t lying when I call you Queen your Highness… Eyes of a panther, the grace of tigress royalty in lioness, heart soul body finesse.

When we met wow …words unspoken soul band aids for two souls and healings for the broken, the sleepy inner king awoken , inner thoughts be like she so hot she should be smoking  ( find the right Words cloud she is the mic no choking) “Ayo ma, I have this problem there is something about you that has me tongue tied and was hoping your tongue would help rescue me …(she raised an eyebrow  and laughs) don’t laugh I could die just something about you has my hands paralyzed and was hoping  you could lend me your waistto massage my finger free” “anything else while you’re doing request ?” “ matter of fact  I am slowly going blind I was hope to keep this eye contact , and my feet somehow got frozen Mr God told me you were especially chose to dance with me until I feel heat” (rolling her eye but laughing) “is that it ?” “you really don’t want to know” “ oh yes I do” “ I want all your time and attention between here and death I am running out mine”  “why Would i do that” (laughing) “ because when I saw you  I met my future wife” 

what she wants in me ... you be like 27

You be like... 

What you want from  me 

which is ?... ” taking the straw out of his mouth focusing on it as it where a rose 

“Well she said she would like … 

 (In her voice).

I want a man like the Bible says a man should be. I want a head of the household, a good man, a humble man, a wise man, a provider, laughter for my  tears, eyes to open my  mind , a warrior for me and our family and for life it hits hard, I want a kind but strong man. I guess I want a man that I can respect me and the "us"... someone stronger than me, but softer than me in the right ways and still be a man, someone strong enough to tame me, but yielding enough to soften my edge you know how made me Mr Gods. A man who can be a lion and lamb and I will be his lamb after Jesus and sacrifice my all, I will be his lioness and help him conquer all, we will be each others winds under the wings of angels to help us rise if any one of us should fall, a man who brings no reasoning, because it is what it is,.. A storm”. 

Hypothetically 75 Unapologetic ally you...you

Hypothetically …hypothetical

I don’t want to own you I want to get to know you the evolving you … the you behind the beautify face… Angel like eye’s… hidden scars and emotional walls that time constructed, I don’t want your perfect because then I have to live up the hype and I don’t want the pressure of being that, I am from perfect… to much  realness between me and you so we never feel awkward in each other presence  acceptance and forbearance …when you surprise me with your crazy … lol don’t worry latter on I am show you mine at an unexpected time…

 

Sometimes I am One sometimes I am two but in this thing called marriage and life we are the “team” me you and God  that’s why ihave courage to work on this love hard, I can’t give it to you but I can help mend and best believe with my all I will protect your self-esteem, We the dream team I care more about the win in life and happiness than we share than my  image and being franchise if get what I mean. If it means we get the victory  go ahead and get that cake… take the spot light I will be solid as you did me as a spine I can hold you down unseen  …

Late nights pillow talk… tell me your story reverting, intimate tell me your story as honest as it gets, unapologetic controversial and conversational … “you did what? even I haven’t seen that in in any movie scene…lol  no CGI…?” yeah I want to know your “don’t know what I was think thinking sometimes I shock myself” moments of your life it helped make you …well you …own it, one on one  dairy time reveal yourself to me … I don’t trust green leaves if we are to make it grey and old I want the roots of your tree…that’s as real as I can be

 

When we make love it will have the essence of poetry but I  am try break the bed or my back or yours that just intensity …so hold on to me … again we doing crazy talking about “please implant your seed in me …” in the moment I forget maybe I am not ready to breed but if it should so through the unknown you can trust me be … the best man I can be  and I can lead you because Mr Gods leads me …

hypothetically

"Crazy enough to love me" profile- Child Ether aka "The general"

Profile: Child Ether  aka “ the general”

Status – Seven (Half human angel DNA)

Origins – Munhu-mutapa , House of stone Zimbabwe

Power source- Dziva can control all things storm elemental fire sand wind water

Power animal – Silver back Gorilla

Job – Emcee teacher and writer

Back Story –

Spiritual war fare and they The Sevens have being summoned to war. Human with the element of hidden Angel blood from the fall of the third of Angels . Knowing Satan doesn’t fight fare and the Lord our Mr Gods is bound be his word, humans have salvation the rules don’t apply skilled and train for war. The kings and Queens have being woken and reinstated for a time such as this hidden over the ages to protect them from Bald head, he is awake at full strength “ the test of man is when you give him power”. Unfortunately before he could be summoned the Bald head founded him and attacked unable to kill him, he is in a Comma with his personality separated into different dimensions and it up to his brethren to fuse them all before the final battle for if they wake before he is one is not at full strength….

Phenomenal ...You be like 26...

You  be like …

Dam woman why do you have to be so phenomenal …That woman in my life who’s not related to me in this life  but like my Mama  and my sister you will never have to pay any price from my love , definition of a soul sister we on that unconditional, super official on the edge of crazy but never cross over to critical , no days the same but random kisses and sweet words are our ritual, I think we met in the ether got born forgot our connection  but needed it so bad each but searched because the feeling we share are so mutual, you have me  Thanking Mr God every night  connected on that spiritual, inner beauty reflected on your face has me like dam Mr God got visual, I am the salt of the world  but you’re the salt of my world  super woman without trying your loving is mythical, yeah I am feeling you we get to sensual use my tongue on …lol and get super lyrical  get you to point of “OH shit its yours egt this pu..” pivotal lol… sometimes I think you cast a spell on me because your loving the best I ever had dam irresistible…  abusing you in anyway that’s a crime that unforgivable

…you be like

The reason why "i and eye" rush home ... you be like 25

You be like …The reason I rush home

It’s hard for me in this day age to explain to my male friends why after work I rush home, That aint got it like we got it she is my philosophers stone, she takes my tears my hurt my stress my struggle in turns in laughter and smiles I consider that gold, the corner stone of a happy home … click click click when I hear thoughts in a poem, she about Tec-nine  I am about pac but both deeply love Nina Simone. I don’t understand why other men are ashamed of their women when is see her I be like l that’s me right there, you see here you see me in my absence she speaks with my authority, she aint perfect but with what Mr Gods gave her dam! She work it there no doubt in head every moment with her is blessing and worth it … always late for work because I need she need the one more kiss last kiss it… her voice and poetry mix like rum and coke the sweetest something to penetrate my ear, cute wide eyes honest speak clear , like come here tell me your fear , you had a long day lay your head right here, she doesn’t like alcohol  but she still offer me a beer … she knows how to talk to man like “ your so divine and love the way you move mind  and draw on my body with you touch  and tongue I enjoy every line …” and your telling me I don’t want to rush home to that…, how do I explain to you about the real when you so used to surface and artificial… what can I say shorty is official…

A father to the fatherless...Crazy enough to love me Teaser

A father to the fatherless

Psalms …“5A father of the fatherless and a judge for the widows, Is God in His holy habitation. 6God makes a home for the lonely; He leads out the prisoners into prosperity, Only the rebellious dwell in a parched land.…”

Words have the power to build and destroy....

 

Walking through the door taking my time to remove my coat  and putting my books down, while placing  poky down on the table  ( the class mascot my old teddy bear). Taking a deep breath  as always as the Scarecrow… taking the time slow down time  that mental place where you can create  and observe at the same time as Mr Gods had  original before humanity got and confused . They look at me with anticipation smiles and the gleam in their eyes only dreamer can possess in this era… I smile back  as  I look back at the hope of not sure future  the “class master Life” suttle way of remind me that even the hardest of  on surface ned alove hope and validation. (one last breath)

“What is our aim?”  .. .. This was my class my place of difference, a place of learning for all including and especially myself, sometimes in business of life  we forget we just students of life and every one of live is book unscripted theatre as my father used to call it, so let’s write  ... Class response (spoken word)

 “ We are not above or below anything or anyone , we are all born blank pages equal but only in Mr gods eyes, we are made in his image with his hands creative and creators  and as such we aspire to see life  and people through his eyes such as to be equal , we all come from humble beginnings  like the mighty oak tree we come  into this world as a  seed , we struggled through the dirt just to see the light but  to reach for the sky, our roots run deep in our pain and our victory… sipping in our potential  and here we are growing… standing tall  not without the scars of the times  we faced conquerors not victims dream chasers cloud walkers, look at me ! Any way you want to I have affronted the seasons flirted with death but never kissed her and changed,  the hot and the cold , I have shed my leaves as I have shed my tears , I have being pruned  and I have grown  , I have seen many of my own fallen by my side but life doesn’t know my true heart, but I am still here and still I rise, and like the fallen  at the end of the day , they have to acknowledge our existence because I do . 

 (Musically) What? .. say what?

Storm “I say free”

Shazif -  “When you have shackles on your wrists you learn to sleep with your hands together……..  If you are willing to die for what you believe in… Well (with a breath)... then often you do .. I / we will die ,  and die  you do even if you are not aware it, concepts of freedom  are derived  when my pen falls  free from my hand  as I sleep. 

You be like the for ever love 24 ... you be like

You be like …

The for ever love  it’s supposed to last for eternity but for many it dies at certain age  immature and selfishness and ego its killers , but me and you we on the next level where every days a book in the page and we write with intent with the fore sight  of Gods  and  wisdom of being loves type sage. Can you feel that the way my eye caress your skin and my smiles tell are our story … are you think what thinking … if there was a gauge for how we love would it start with you and me and end with our unborn see, un apologetically different the essence of a different breed they could never understand us its not that we are complicated so many people in world gave on our kind love … yeah I carve  my name in your body with my touch the heat in the flame, some morning I don’t need to touch you I just enjoy your face the centre piece to frame, your test of gift  as poet as try express  how we connect but every time I try I fall short speechless … I don’t care some much as long as in arms  I am “yes”.. you be like

you be like 23... she is the truth

You be like 23…

How fate led me round the corner and I laid eyes on you and he whispered “she is the truth”. The law of spiritual attraction en-actioned when you see one of Mr Gods true original master pieces you know it aint infatuation, wanting to touching in every way from body and Mind and show the next level evolution of things the world forgot like the for ever love, so I can love you for ever love on my cloud love … For sure like yo Mama Come over here come sit next to king and take your rightful place there things I want to tell you …  things I want to show and share with you, and thing I don’t even know yet , but I want to learn and grow with you…But first I got to ask how you that you be on my Mind like Georgia since the first “ what’s  up?”  and ever since then you’re on my mind  from when the sun up I can’t lie I want taste what’s in cup it run over, that knock out lights out type love when you know the search is over… so tell me how did you do that… was the blue eye  the untamed mind or the poetry derived and the way you make words shine or is that fact that your bdoy move like a feline ..? and I am not to be honest I don’t care  I am just waiting to hear your mine ? Is it alright if look at while open your mine taste your lips like one more time… you like that woman who has me open and defeat the beast of cynicism and left my heart open to the for ever love .. so can I love

Hypothetical... "U" pt 2

Hypothetically … “U” pt2 … teaser

It was not mythical love making  and rhythm and blues type riding  (lol much appreciated thou) That made you stay … when others betrayed and when hard times and rain come it was easy for the others to stray, you picked up the weight with me… swet blood and tears you stepped up and repped up we handle that business when dues need to get paid .The queen of hearts I am the kings a spades  this life and love thing ain’t no game to many fallen by our side because they approached this soul love thing like kids in the arcade … ended up wasting time they ened up feeling played …You’re the hardest part of my armour my breast plate  so when I go to war for “Us” the last thing that I feel is afraid, student of love the hard lessons we learn from the “school master Life” so far we haven’t failed, your my study what can I say love it.. and we are on that A grade … From the most sacred part of my heart during the nights when it was dark and cold  when the struggle was most real I am thankful that you stayed when our body heat is all we had to face cold ….. I am give my all for 

“U”

coming soon

You  be like ...
Got me on that thug passion i aint going break you back but i ma break the bed , its my way saying thnak for hooking me up with good

....

you be like 22 ...late night

You be like…

You know when we soak in the bath tub and i soap your body up I am like that…

you be like late night just before we sleep I brush your hair you make that purring noise I like that.

You be like late night when we rub eucalyptus oil in each other sore joint you do my shoulder I do your feet, the loves real and life sweet…

Shorty and me understand love is not emotions … its what we will sacrifice and we would die for each other one flesh one bone we nice  and we the wisdom of Mr Gods and the blood Christ…

You be like …don’t do that i am ticklish  ... yeah but I make you laugh an understatement when you they call you my better half

… you be like

You be like 21 .. ease dropping

You be like …

Easy dropping when I be having a conversation with Mr Gods about the curious and amazing content he put inside the vessel I call you , your our body your frame you mind, as I talk to mr Gods  about teaching me how love you right because life things not a dressed rehearsal, when you do don’t do it right we lose the most important thing time, Mr Gods teach me how to not hear but listen to pay attention and not to get lost in her smile and eye when glisten … lets my words be and my touch be healing cream for cuts from the past and broken dream, I want her to cry tears of joy make them stream and use me as the laser beam , she is not my trophy she is the franchise player on my team 

You be like… 

you be like 20 ... Melt in my mouth

You be like …

 When chocolate melt in my mouth yes indeed I am about to take that route, work the nipples kiss your belly as slowly work my way south, eye in the back of your head acting you don’t know what it about … cloud walker I make it rain because reign aint no doubt, river type flow where the tongue at because I know what’s it about

you be like 19 ...Dem jeans jeans jello...

You be like…

You be like the blood that I bleed, that fresh air when I get out the city I breathe, the comfort I feel when I role my sleeves, it doesn’t matter what your body type look like you look amazing in them jeans an phat in the jeans the good fat…(umm jello)  can’t wait till we have a super child and mix genes… you bee like

You be like when the wind god talks to wolves the deepest part of my instinct, they say they looking for the missing link maybe they seek you the principle the brink we so I synik… because I walk above clouds but your thoughts.. .Are like maybe love is not just feel but think you be like

… you be like

You be like 18 ... Karma

 You be like …

You be like that good karma that came back to me full fold, I invested in you with random kisses, an ear to hear you a shoulder to lean on, hands and arms to unlonely  you in the crowd, acceptance, time, intimacy, lol the Dee (smile and walking funny), and love cupcakes (my peorty), and in return and this is just a metaphor you become the supreme premium steak, being 100 since day one times too precious to be fake… Me and you connect on a Atlantis deep level , perfect for the times  we in this is spiritual war fare and or seeds future is at stake… (Whispering) I confess my secret you be like the morning star when I wake,  a female but better version of me but you the flow of your mind body and aura had me like Dziva that’s deep lake… You’re the reason why during my morning conversation with Mr Gods I say thank you,  when my eye open your face I get see when I wake…

you be like17 ...do my dishes

 You be like …

That woman who has me at home laundry and the dishes … so that when you come back from work , I lay you on your back  and I am do your dishes , tongue switches  necks kiss and yes stomach twitches, tell me your fantasy I get special and fulfil wishes, eat it beat it up but won’t leave you with stiches… like the flow of stream making love to you is pleasant dream nah what I mean sometime me...

Sometimes we make love  and sometimes we straight beast at all-time respect your body… shots of scent to head like barcardi pin me down to bed because I let you that’s when you talk crazy , a freak in the bed the queen of the heart, lover to my soul I am proud to say your lady… to love you well i got to be crazy

you be like 16 you remind me Mr Gods real

You  be like …

Meeting you for the first time reminded me Mr Gods was real again because I was staring at his craft man ship  and she was staring back at me , it was deep  I could only smile and lick my lips but I could not speak , and when  she smiled I was trying to play it cool but dem knees  well... just to honest like a school boy, They got a little weak, like Mr Gods  when she  laughs I love the sound and I just wana press repeat, this woman’s work  them hips her stride, that extra sexy she poured on because she knew that I was watching is messing with the kings heart beat… She is my kind of beautiful I don’t care about the worlds standards, and I  not just talking about her body and face I talking her mind soul the way she got open I call her a heart bandit …

... She be like