Broken beautiful Letter to my future wife 29

·         Woman you’re so beautiful my eyes are tired of starring at you so much so that they’re sending text twitters and Instagram brain complaining about a lack of blinking and sleep, loves like your foot prints in the sand you leave love where ever go, I see you  for you broken pieces of glued back poetry, Mr Gods artistry, “lost in meaningless worlds there she was  in meaningless words beautiful” I dare to contradict bring meaning to word in the eye of the beholder beautiful her heart soul and body I must insist , I can’t lie a little jealous when I know other men look at her and think “dam  wow … now that is beauty from soul through  the skin, so what I say your beautiful … I am just knocking on heaven door  Citizen will you let me in …

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Beautiful pieces of Broken pottery put back together again the world see your cracks i see your beauty, listen to my voice  sincerity my eyes talk to believe me with doubt when I look into your eyes I know we have to make every second count, make up to break up we don’t take that route,  your more to me than worthwhile I didn’t change because you asked me to I didn’t so magic could breathe in this world  “We the Us” no doubt its  the new life style…. Woman what wrong with you, you make me do all things that a man’s not supposed to do, this voodoo that you do makes me have no cool , and act a fool .

poem unwritten ..... letter to future wife 28

You excite me like when a child sees an ice-cream comb I want to get you home and things to you for people who are grown… woman  from the moment I opened my mouth you were a poem waiting to be written, our candle light dinners, roses, soft music have nothing to do with valentine  everyday queen your worth it, so i do my best to work it .Just as masculine energy has the need to protect, feminine energy has the desire to nurture we are each other cause and effect , love and respect  and when I act all crazy well you do most of the time you keep my ego I cheque, I try my best Ma to make every day your holiday, it like Mr Gods create heaven from the last words that you say, I am in love with you I think your beautiful  fruitful and root full but mostly truthful. Its weird I never tried when I am with you I am always hungry but strangely satisfied, your my eye and I understand what it feels like to be a god  like when the wind touches the sky….

Woman you want to see the cracks in our armour. you want to see that I trust you enough to open up to you. You want to be able to help me through our sadness and the madness we crazy but stress less and make your head home to my chest

I see you ... letters to my future wife 27

We are that forever young, your eyes in the back of your head i am sorry i think that the vibration of my tongue watered down decibels  that make you unable to syllables they say its just cookie i testing if it edible you can't breath  but the feeling incredible... silence  ... i speak in love as we make me love... Sometimes I see you with my ears can you feel me hearing you, just know that your opinion holds weight with the a King, as we practice our own form of tai chai I am in synch with your emotional state another year new level the connects elevate, I bear witness to it… to you. You never have to fear, that you will sitting across from the room from me emotionally wounded on the verges of tears and don’t feel my hands  my heart , and voice say “ Shorty bring it in I am right here”. Queen we keep it forever fresh (hip hop love) I ain’t like the last lame who was un available and slowly drained your soul and taught you trust men less, we on that Jah bless, I am about you and the “us” it’s not about me B I got your back 110% I put my wall and my guard down best believe me when I say I see you…

Write down what you like I’m write down mine we meet in the middle just one thing one soul one goal  lets feel the whole, they wait for valentine we do this every day of our life we now our role, when the love runs deep like us its out of control... i see without my eyes Ma because i feel you my true Boo, sean paul tight like glue  you know what it is because you know how we do, woman i am in love with you i don't look at you like every other man do, i call you often  not because the loves forgotten simply because i like the way you name role of my tongue, i never call you my favorite because that would mean i can compare you  and you are like that one true, you give me what i see you in you life ... if your in my arms and i die to night  i am die with smile i only want your arms to love me better, and i got one question what can do to make it more wetters with tender warm of feelings in sweaters...lol

The Brothers

The Brothers…

“You ain’t spending time with the fellas no more, Cloud spends so much time in the pussy  he has Either taken a mortgage in it or paying rent I am just saying”

“ummm  you need to keep my woman’s pussy out your mouth ?”

“ nah nigga we aint talking about her pussy  we talking about yours” [they laugh but I am not amused]

“Hell no, you’re in my house eating my food drinking my beer filling my toilet wasting my tissues paper you better show some respect up in here before I kick all of you out, you desert dick having dry knob, right hand is bigger than my left hand, cold blanket sleeping, tumble weed in the pants, pillow hugging, lonely ass, none pussy getting mother fuckers, at least it rains in my forest … do we still want to talk about my pussy”  [silence]

“your cold man artic ass cold  why .. really you had to go there”

“first class paid for in cash your ordered the ticket you can dish out  bitches ..get your ass out the kitchen if you can’t handle the heat”

the safe place and the savage .... letter to my future wife 26

Our love for each other (laughing) is the defence against and for life, I think of our love like a warrior thinks of his sword in war you never put it down or sleep on it you just master the craft and work on it,  especially when you’re on the front line… we are faced with so much crazy in the modern day world, the busy and distractions the deception of beautiful bodies and pursuit of wealth but best believe for the “us” and our family, I am ancient of day I protect mine if the world dares cross the red line , if I have to …to keep the “us” until Mr Gods call one us home I hit harder than grid iron, what team we are formidable the lioness the cubs and the lion you know I ain’t lying… Mr God whispered a deep secret in my ear when he told me to descend from Zion “there’s a war being waged by the enemy on your Queens and daughters and it started in her child hood against her self-esteem, sexuality, femininity, creativity and her safety let your words your arms your presence be tissues for crying,  motivation and renewing of strength and hope for all her surviving and  trying. Young king be her safe place and if they act fool I give you have full permission to catch a case war in your heart gentleness on your face ”..

 Ma I am your safe place, I am doing my best to create a safe space for your inner women your softest you to open up emotionally and sexually, by doing so I believe I am giving you the greatest invisible to gift to build up  and uplift what do you need of me I am mystical being a cloud walker its secret between me and you I can shape shift, please feel free to grow inside the “us” this relationship, I will do my best to undo time emotional damage  this loves allergic to average , a sage for mind  the only time I will become one is when I fight to keep and protect you and our family  so please forgive me if I become a savage….

"don't text me " ....Letter to my future wife 25

They don't get it Ma they don’t get us, why you don't get mad at me when I tell you don't text me, I don’t want to I need to hear your voice B, I don’t want to be like them living a lie two people that  say that they are together but they're as  far as  foreigners like two strangers in a crowd open mouths no sound, I want to read how your feeling by the vibrations emotions in your sound as real as bare feet touching the ground emotions build up like ants and mound. I Promise you Ma, with me , you will never feel like your unseen in my palms a woman a human being ( i am always staring anyway lol) to connect and be your study I can’t say my better half I say the other side of my human being the softer understanding  of my humanity.

Arguments when we do we are quick to dissipate the three cords that bind us aren’t easy to break, relax and open up to me, intimacy and sex is abundant on tap when you want it,  nurturing feminine energy flows inside your veins unashamed I want to soak it up and drown in it, and if you’re not feeling not loved enough ask me to open up my male energy from a honest place , I'll go into over flow here it is drink it out my heart cup, I still learning  and it might take a life time so don’t get mad at me be my teacher and correct me , I am trying to learn how to see through your words actions and moods to get to the root cause, that's what the random kisses are for the moment when I listen and my soul tells me we both need some love and to pause…  can you hear out hearts ticking

wife 7 Nana

A beautiful black queen covered in coco nut oil standing in the moon light naked, it sounds like the stuff out of movie but back then that was my real life ...
Whispering in my ear while nibbling my ear lobe…  

“I am not wearing any panties Cloud , you fine specimen of man you are with strong  jaw perfect lips and fresh out the oven buns you know what it is”

Laughing “Its like that huh?”

“ that’s the problem Gerald  your still talking  Cloud walkers do the walking”  

Have you ever loved somebody who made you want to see yourself through there eye’s simply because the person they describe to you as you, compared to the you, you perceive you to be is way better than you… you see in the mirror, and when you see better  you tend to do better, and would learn to do the same for her to be each other mirror, she taught to me to love unapologetic-ally  and unashamed … not just to give love as many of us do but not to be afraid to ask for it crave it  bath in to sip in it soak it up every last drop… I loved her the hardest 

Teaser Wife 6 meet Dee the truth

Hanging out on the block talking smack as 80’ baby’s did back in the day with the fellas each one  telling each other true lies about the weekend festivities checking out the honeys cat calling …

 “Tau … who dat?  did some one new move up in the hood… I think I just saw my future wife, I think I just fell in love the way same I could fall in those dimples wax on wax off Mr Miyagi wobble wobble drop it like its  hot i can see that monster from the front ?”

“Tss… Iwe (you) that ain’t your future wife  that’s just little Dee besides her brother will kill you and me… you, don’t start nothing there won’t be nothing … no no no no no … you got that look in your eye Cloud”

“What look? (Licking my lips) Little Dee aint so little no more I am holla”

"No you’re  not dragging me into this bull shit … trying to get us killed not you us… Hey hey! hey..! come back!”

(Flash)  Five minutes latter

“ I know who you are Tapfuma  or should I say Black Moses, Do you really want me or do you want this”

Taking my hand placing it on her ass and squeezing keeping the eye contact at all time… Dear Mr God this ain’t right testing me like this… (the soft serve every teen age males Kryptonite)  soft in the palm tender to the touch  firm as hell on contact I am in heaven sorry I am back, Shit I can’t lie  I was trying to play it cool  but my smile betrayed me, but what was really harder was not getting harder (teenagers) But I had this, after all I was Black Moses  even back in the day I was pro best believe that.

“Shorty best believe me when I say I want you, We are young  so I am not going say I love you, because I still trying to figure out what that means  but I do know I want to figure it out with you  beside we got all our lives just me and you , right now my boys are clowning me ... right now do you want to know why because I said I done seen my future wife in you …(she looks over my shoulder ) besides  if I get you ...(squeezing that ass and breathing on neck gently and slow) I get this to, (taking my free hand to guide her hand to left side of my chest over my heart ) do you feel that?”

Breathing funny swallowing hard “Yes”

“let’s put it like this Dee, real talk no Black Moses just Tapfuma … What you feel under your palm that’s what you are to me in the flesh and i am still learning”

Silence pause …eye contact  honesty …(This is what I call the realness that raw emotion)

“Stop playing with me … smooth… you just want what’s in between my thighs?”

“you don’t have to give anything but your smile with them dimples, your hand  to fit in mine and  hold (squeezing that ass)  and this to ,and that look that you have in eyes, what’s in between the thighs is sacred I can wait if its really mine your worth it , consider Black Moses retired” 

Wife 5 Rue Essence of Africa

“stop stop stop stop!”

“what’s  wrong babe .. does it hurt … wrong hole ? ( what  these thing happens in the moment in the passion lol)”

(Breathing heavy) “No I want you to hit it from the back”

One single tear came down the side of my eye every black man I know (not all of us I said I know) waits for that very moment right there… it’s like crack one hit and you’re never going back … 
“Yes mamam you don’t have to ask me twice Soul sister” 

Have you ever loved someone who saw past all your flaws and supported you in whatever you do even whens she knew you were doing wrong on one condition never cheat and guard her heart. This woman was my second spine the Essence of what African woman were to me, wise beyond her years  and in her own way playful as child balanced to perfection, full bodied embracing every curve confident comfortable in her own skin, the kind of woman a man rushed home to simply because of her company the warm of her words, touch smile, food lol and nurture could soften even the hardest of men hearts in times like this we need it more than a yoga class, submissive to her man yet in the silence by her actions she demanded respect. Royalty regal and grace shone from her  being of all the women i had loved she gave more than i could ever her lord knows i tried ... sweeter than brown sugar angered my dangerous than a black mamba , she morphed into any situation seamlessly she could drink beer with fellas or host a Banquet with fine wine and Cuisine , rock with rocker and rap with rappers , and she was always proud of her roots , never once did she try and tear me down or dominate me on the contrary at all times i was her King and she was my queen, with her by my side i felt i could face anything, she seemed to know all the secrets of how to please a man and i mean way more than just sex ... i loved her incurably 

Wife 4 Lisa blind love that see's all

“when I get back from the bathroom Mr cloud, your going to take me home and do every nasty dirty filthy thing you said you were going to do to me before you found out I was blind, I am not a cripple my eyes don't work my pussy works fine unless you don't know where it is i can guide you … (pissed off) shit blind people get horny too we are human after all… before I let you have all this woman that I am and teach you a thing or two ... dont think your going to do all the work now i like to have fun to... (serious tone) Listen Cloud never talk to me with pity in your voice again, before you knew i was blind...was i not a sexy intelligent witty beautiful horny woman ?  nothings  changed  my eyes might not work but trust me i can see  just not like you... i never ever want to hear pity in voice, i hear kindness confidence  and compassion in your voice that's sexy to me but never pity me (naughty laugh) to be honest after to night i pity you  at least your back that is lol (the horny evil laugh)”
"i am sorry ...i am break you off Ma, i give you my word no pity in the bed in my voice , but there is one thing you might want to know i am African as in i am black man"
Laughing "All men in my world are black men honey, but since you have mentioned it (hands feeling there way down my body) ? Nice and Solid... i hope its true about what say about the package and the delivery man the only time i hope the stero types true"
We laugh ...

Have you ever loved somebody who opens up a whole new world to you, literally changes your perspective, she pointed out a fundamental flaw in me in that i looked at world through the eyes of the world, not to shame me but to better me to show me and to grow. She reminded me of the reality of the soul and true beauty and its source , Dont' get me wrong physically  she was beautiful if not breath taking but i had to learn to see with out eyes, In a shallow world its hard to explain that Beauty was not just in the look of a persona, but i in a touch, a smell a warmth in a thought, she reminded me to love a woman with my soul i loved her the clearest ...

Wife 3 Detta the first one ... Strange fruit

“it’s bigger  and harder than I thought it would be … you know what do with it right ?”

“Maybe … sort of … no… maybe we shouldn’t... i mean there  no pressure ”

“no… I want it , that’s what people in love do we married now, I am your wife now (looking at her grass ring young love ), I will get on top  and show you how (hitting me) slowly okay.. i have never gone all the way either”

You don’t always  choose  who you fall in love with,

 if the school master life has taught anything at all its that the love chooses you. We were more aware being boy and girl than we were aware of being black and white, born in post-colonial Zimbabwe during a time of integration we were oblivious to history of our peoples and the insecurities and distrust of parents on both sides, I guess it proves as Mandela said we are not born racist but that’s another story … 

Pain is a strange bed fellow and it’s also a very powerful magnet for those of us in it  in it and who share it, understand it, nurse it heal it and for those with strength  and vision of happiness to banish it, those who choose to lie in it pain that is fester  and the pain becomes bitterness and cancer of the soul and eventually you die in body  or your body’s still here but we see it in your eyes. I guess we wanted to live and find out why Mr God sent us through time to this place called earth. Yes indeed pain draw us to each other, but we choose to do the falling in love on our own unaware what time would do and reveal about our peoples. To be honest I don’t remember  not ,not knowing her we met before innocence was stolen but I do recall the first time we officially met… My father died when I was 7 and that was the beginning  of the loss of innocence, my covering from the evils of the world had being stolen, I had being away from school for approximately 2 weeks, upon my return in the whole entire school including the teachers she was the only Caucasian person to give me her condolences Clique … She walked up to me handed me a rose gave me a hug while doing so said “sorry” and then kissed  my forehead and then disappeared like a ghost … I am not sure what happened in that moment, but the connection  for a life time was born, she felt my pain I felt hers even though I didn’t know what it was … 7 years old we walked into the highest level of human compassion adults fail to understand … She would be my first of a lot of things … We had  no idea of storm ahead of that was racism vs Love  …Love can endure anything but  trust is fragile, The test of loving someone who’s race you don’t trust … with good reason to they showed me who they are as Maya Angelou would say…

wife 2 Fafi Best friends

“I don’t know if I am comfortable doing this with you?”

“You’re my best friend besides you gave me your word Cloud and your down stairs is hard thats means you want it you want me  … Look they say the first time should be special and you should give it to someone special you’re the Legendary Black Moses tried and tested parter of thighs and roller of eyes… I could get some strange guy to do it and he might hurt me, but I know you won’t hurt me slowly… pretend I am not me”

“But you are you ? it feels like fucking me with tits”

“Tapfuma (annoyed) my parents are away for the weekend … your dicks hard I am wet what is the problem ? ”

“Your lesbian and your my best friend if I do this … (deep breathe) things will change and don’t want to looses you us vibe ”

“I am big girl I know what it is you can do this ...with other girls who don't mean anything to you think about what i mean to you  make it special Be The Black moses, your  the artist i am the canvas  lets make love lets make art lets be craft… what we have is forever it will never change pinky promise, know relax and let me give you special attention (bj)… then get this pussy ”

Have you ever loved someone who was 101% her authentic highest self and because of who they are to you in turn demand without asking that you be same, Fafi I loved her the rawest  if that’s a word exists and if its possible, if not we defied the laws of nature and become complete anomalies, I was most probably more honest with her than I was with  myself. Raw is the only word I can use to describe what we were honest intimate transparent defensive of each other and somehow the way we connected in a lost confused and often times brutal world somehow restored innocence.

Sitting on the bus together, her head was on my shoulder as usual just another normal day as we were headed off to university until…

“Your nuts taste so good in my mouth there so big and juicy surprisingly soft, and last night  your sausage omg, so good a tongue orgasm mixed with your sauce  ummmm, sorry I had some dripping down my lip but don’t worry I didn’t waste any, your sauce is always the best rich full tasty full”

Blank expression on my face blinking… the beautiful thing about being Africans is that nobody can actually tell your blushing.

Whispering from the side of my mouth…“Fa everybody can hear you and there looking…”
"What are you talking about your sausage was big and tasty last night and the sauce was tasty ... whats wrong with that "... needless to say we were kicked off the bus for vulgarity when she was talking about dinner, to this day i swear she didn't and doesn't get it.. but i love her

Meet the wives ... Wife 1 Cece

Spiritual warfare and we are on the front line … You see that guy lying in the hospital bed in a comma that’s me… That’s what it looks like when a demon hits you in the head  with a six wheeler semi-truck, You see all those women surrounding  my bed, well they’re my wives, don’t judge me, I will explain everything in a minute its pretty simple  really but before I get to it let me introduces my wives to you,  it will help makes sense of this mess latter on 

...First my real wife Cece ... Chiso (her face) everyday that i wake up next to her  it feels like prayer in every way answered, she reminds me how real Mr God is, from the first time i meet her until now i have never taken her for granted. With out thinking i would give my life up for hers... connected is a understatement of what are more like custom designed to be together. One of Mr Gods realist mysteries and treasures here on earth entrusted in my care for a season ...

“Does my ass look fat in these jeans?”

When I fell in love with her I knew she said crazy stuff and to be honest maybe that was part of the attraction never a boring moment like most people in relationships who fall into routine and sooner or of lately fall into lonely, it wasn’t so much that she said crazy stuff it was the timing of the crazy stuff she said.

I was about to get my first taste to consecrate our relationship, dick hard as titanium condom on, dam it ... I am the Black Moses she had already bust a nut hard hat area a mans about to go to work and get mine Captain warp 9... and just before engage , that’s when her hands crept to the back of my neck and pulled my corn rows back to get my eye contact… kinky I guess but I knew she was freak ...was it going to be one of those talk about when your old moments … yes but not like you think …

“CloudWalker  I want you own this pussy Dede ( pet name) break my back in the places, but if you ever cheat on me after this I will your dick and balls now get this pussy”…

Now the women are thinking to themselves, what’s wrong with that, and the men just cringed and said “she said what and you still hit it?”… Confessions of Cloudwalker yes I hit it that cookie right there my man that cookie is finger licking Good, crazy enough to love my man crazy..

Funny enough it is her I loved the purest, heart body and soul no hold bars. Have you ever loved somebody so pure you don’t know where she starts and you end waking up next to her as i said was prayer  because in every way known to man she reminds you Mr God is real especially in the hardest parts of life even when you don’t know, and kissing her when she woke despite the morning breathe was a sweet Amen..  have you ever being so connected to someone one that you’re on the opposites sides of the City  and you can feel her happy or her sad connected to there temperament , when she is sick you feel off and vice versa ? When to complete human beings with issues collide and create the “US” the “We” pure holy crazy sacred one of kind… That was her and Me ... She is the northern star 

Vow ... Soul Kiss 13 pt 1

True story…  Two frames dance holding sacred souls in the moon light … okay I will tell the  truth we were drunk (laughing)… she drops to one knee.

“What are you doing down there”…. Getting ready to unzip my pants you what it is (don’t judge me  I said true story lol )

“Mr Munengami will you marry  me I want you to give your life and your last name”

Drunk romance “okay”

“No you don’t get it (giving me a smooth pebble) I am serious marry me”

Sobering …looking at One Mr Gods master pieces I think can I wake up next to this person for the rest of my life (drunk thought) and give up all that pussy in the world for her cookie…( don’t judge me lol) “okay ”

“ when Mr Munengami you African men turn women into dust waiting?”

“Now” … so much B…(true story)

Getting up…

“Northern Star … Promises are broken so I wi give you my word-

I give you my My word never to use your soft places your secrets your trust as a weapon to hurt you , my tongue was created to create pleasure for your ears and your body not to burn your soul , and shatter you heart, my strength was given to me not bruise your flesh nor break your bone … I am your covering  my strength is to protect your body not hurt it , you (sexy smile ) i might work it … stay when it gets hard and I don’t know… work hard and build us that happy home  and make you make those noise when me and you are alone …

I give you my word to work my ass off romance is easy but love is hard (lord knows I watched our parents go through it),

soul kiss 12 "in the beginning"

"In the beginning was the word and the word was the truth and from the abundance of the heart a man speak so I knew you were the truth" and that you loved me, you let me be my authentic self … at all times when I am around you we keep it 100. You see my strengths and wisdom a you appreciate them praise them and recognize… you see my weakness insecurities and short coming accept the and don’t critize I am trying to go deep but it’s hard looking angels eyes… sorry I am back and when it come to my short comings and demons you support me  and help me through… I guess Mr God wasn’t lying when said woman is you help mate like Sean Paul said that Glue. Mutual  respect Queen we are each other dairy where our views  or voice  our opinions are safe and always considered  not just heard but listened to, not sound waves bouncing off a wall , but like photosynthesis when light fall. Queen I love that with you I get to be me no mask …you see me stumble through the mist of manhood as I change and shift and grow let me be free even when it makes you a bit uncomfortable with out the expectation of being the same person who you met, I do the same for you we grow. In your eyes in heart in voice I find trust honesty compassion respect different minds but one vision compromise compassion selflessness and to the best of your ability not seeking perfection in simple words your value system reflects mine that’s why I say I see diamonds in her eyes her soul reflects mine … real talk yeah we argue have difference in opinion but trust and truth guide us through, I would rather save the “us” and be happy than be right…  and when I yield and you know you’re wrong, we use this magical word people in 2017 don’t use “sorry”  we see the light … and do what got to do to build a home, like I promised you will never be alone in crowd again lover and friend flesh of my flesh bone of bone , you can sit in these arms sacred is position and your thrown… you give without expecting nothing in return we call it for ever love  passion is the fire we on slow burn … love you 

I am lonely...come find me soul kiss 10

Mr Gods I think I am going crazy … I keep hearing her voice in the wind “please find me … rediscover my woman hood see my true femininity and let me tell you a secret Cloud walker …deep inside behind the smiles and laughter’s I am lonely and Mr God said we would be better as a “WE”... I have never had a man to protect me so I pray when we do meet you do that for me … I am real I am flesh I have feelings I exist… please don’t be misguided by my strength I am not feminist, I hope when you find me in a confused world you can see through the mist, and understand my lips strong hands to hold my hips  and truth to lay the chips don’t forget god created me for you from you ... I know you exist because your somewhere in mind  I prayed and Mr God heard me  and before time with all our flaws he created a jig saw piece a one of kind you.

 I can’t wait to hear your voice and eargasm , make love and orgasm, touch and be quiet and soulgasm not the resurrection but the rebirth the pure in sin the Eve and Adam. As a black man some people will label you a thug but they’re not there for the late nights when I receive forehead kisses and healing bear hugs early morning coffee  in she is mine mug, hands that hold mine when pray and we lift each other up.  You tolerate the fact i take up 80% of wardrobe and when we sleep the bed (laughing), I understand as a black male when you walk into the world you have to be hard but you walk through the door that false persona is shed  you make it easy for  me submit like the bible says and let you do what you have to do as the head … you understand the power of words you say that unsaid I love yous is like unused butter  and I assure you butter my bread .. thank you …” … I told you Mr God I am hearing whispered in the wind am I going crazy

Heaven on earth ...repeat Soul Kiss11

They say that heaven’s like the best moments of your life on repeat I guess for me that’s our simple things …

Like after we  make love and your lying on my chest having deep or silly conversation about our day and the future, we argue about when we will have our first seed and who will get to name them first, I will miss those times the worst and that’s what I will thirst… repeat

Like when you cover your body in coconut oil butt naked under the rob and as soon as I walk through the door the rob falls off, you don’t need to ask me twice I know what I had to do I am break you off, the confession of Cloud Walker I have never touched “skin this soft”, I am king you’re a queen but tonight you’re the boss, we make love at different speed  but once we hit that 69 I know for a few hours we ain’t leaving the bed, her loving that sawed off and I got in the heart soul and the head…

Like when we play wrestle and I let you win and you pin me on the ground, the way you can feel me you don’t to see me in crowd , and when at night I brush your hair you make the cat purring sound, lazy Sunday  when I watch a movie and you read a book or fall sleep on my chest listening to my heart beat life is sweet for a few hours no politics, no bills, no friends family and none of life drama, peace  and safety is the karma before we sleep we talk and thanks Mr God for each other being each other’s armour.

Is it like when you cook and stir the pot and my hands are wrapped your waist, and whisper in my in ears “are you the desert and could I get a taste”. Is it when you had a long day and tell you babe lay back and I massage your feet ? Is it when I randomly show up at work with a sweet snack flowers knowing it will make the other women  at work jealousy because you have a real man and not peters pan … tell me what’s your heaven … repeat

Throats lumps and Goose bumps souls kiss 9

Mwana wevhu (child of the earth) … Chishamiso (Amazing/brilliant)… I marvel at how your presence gives me throat lumps and your touch can still creates goose bump and when we kiss slow I can feel your heart thump its you i want. Silent conversations your soul asks mine and I happen to have what you want, I would rather hear your voice than read your text eye contact get me aroused  but I appreciate the naked pics lol. I promise to chase after you even when I know you’re already mine … a wise man my father told me to keep the fire burning keep doing what you did to get her a wonderful challenging  journey of re-inventing and learning so I am keep running keep chasing  your lucking I am sucker for cute small romantic stuff, chivalry  in- to me –see grow old grey love we keep will keep this fire burning…

They … (other couples around us) might lose it but I know we gonna keep it… that special thing between us and Mr God that makes words seem useless to explain “it”. That thing that makes stand quietly by the door  and just watch you with a smile of appreciation  enjoy your grace … That thing that makes think things in my head I should say (tomorrow is never promised)  small things  that you do  and I think That’s why I love her and all I do is smile. The things we do in public that make other couples say “get a room “ lol… Those things that we say to each other that other people say are corny and yet they are secretly our deeps truth… 

That crazy that we do like when I walk away and you slap my ass and say

“You’re a fine specimen of man all man look at them fresh out the buns”

It’s in the way you praise me and I adore you, while the world is having a war of the sexes we get as much sex as  and then some because for us sex is still an expression of complex holy affections … When I look into your eyes and you say “I know” as I leave for work .. And my man’s who overheard  asks… “ what does she know ?” … I laugh “my eyes told her that I love her” …

Connected soul kiss 8

Woman when we eat out of the same plate and I offer you the last piece of food regardless of whether I am hungry or not, it’s my way of saying you will always come first with me and funny enough you always offer it back your way of saying I will always have your back … we laugh and in our crazy way try and eat it together until our lips touch our way remembering we got this and share everything and keep 100. I had the vision you the details I had a destination you designed and chose route that we sail, I am confident as ever we might face  rough seas of life but we will never fail.

 When I envision our life together I imagined two souls intertwined, a division in personality connected spiritually and song we sing together of one mind. Time separating the fluff from truth of our idealistic perception of one other, you’re my baby, my wife my lover… feeling spiritual connections lying in arms there will always be affection. I am your covering your protector the head of our house transforming the idea of happy home from perception to conception, hoping one day I deliver us to point where we forget the materialistic things in life “just us” the “we”. The frames with 2 soul that dance fulfilling you with affection safety and intimacy Mr Gods give me the wisdom to uncover heart and connect our energy for now ...in the after life ... to eternity

Style Bender

Pockets getting swollen off the ring hustle

You train like a beast to become an element of nature mental muscles in hidden muscles

You do the dam dance...  but in the ring it’s the Ali shuffle

Float like a butterfly sting like a bee they can’t hit what they can see

You be like water but you’re not Bruce lee…

You kick that flavor like its capoeria

The ladies shout move scream Jogga Bonnita

You kick mad flavor like it taekwondo

Won’t stop kicking until the crowd goes “No!”

You kick that flavor like your shaolin

The beast in the king has the crowd howling

He has no limit and there ain’t no stopping him

They keep coming the Style bender keeps dropping them …( to be continued)