African sister z- Gerald Synik (sazita)

African sister

She sustains life like the river Nile

The universe gotta pause when she give a smile

Plus she got the strength of the black race

I find myself staring at the length of her black and beautiful face

She got darkened knees from polishing floors

But it aint hard to see she a positive force

Bucket of water on her head but still carry a child

She diverse keeping her hair in various styles

Deep like the Kimberly mines

So you couldn uncover her treasures even if you were given the time

Plus she humble like the sun in a solar eclipse

Her voice blesses the air like when you blowing a kiss

See the motion of the ocean in the sway of her hips

A lotta girls but she the most potent on the list

Mascara doesn’t define her

She divine in her design so on the throne is where you find her

She got so many gifts that her bridal price

Would be a star and the moon if you valued her right

Source of inspiration, 9 months carryin a nation

She my black sista, original queen, not an imitation

Resurrection of the Scarecrow…." family affair – About pt 1

Resurrection of the Scarecrow…. – About

Is not so much about learning how to love again, as it is about removing masks, image vs reality in sub conscious endgame battle that somehow reality must win for the souls survival. For men loving unapologetically after a certain age is a challenge “after life’s happened and deep losses” … if women have walls men have fortress but also are true thespians, and life can become a lonely thing. The resurrection considering how many men grow up without a sense of father modelling the different ,ages ,seasons ,changes and stages a journey of self-discovery, in an internal war against self, and endgame. If the enemy inner I wins I will be lonely and my soul will dies a slow and painful death while my bodies awake …“ it is not good for man to be alone”… Or we neither resurrect the Scarecrow the sacred part of me which loves vulnerable unapologetically passionately and doesn’t fear pain nor understand self-preservation , the part of Ubantu which is directly connected to the life giver … love and not lust… Come walk with me 

Confessions of a cloud 2 Human

Confessions of a cloud 2 Human

... you made  me believe and human again , i alwayz believed in Mr Godz... but life things i had to

see and go through changed me , all i could hear was my own soul screaming , real love love returned

to fairy tale books so did affection it made numb, where there was once love connection affection

turned to survival mode hardness "dead man  walking!". If women have walls men have fortresses .

 Then i met you (dam) defenseless and  senseless i went home and almost walked a hole into my

carpet because i smiled from my soul "i am alive", i am looking at the ceiling feeling looking at the

ceiling like mr Godz don't playing with your manz, but we had problem one you so find out about i

was institutionalized to my own pain, crazy in love  but it was openness and vulnerable the drugs that

drove me insane ... you never laugh at my pain nor made me feel shame  and feared my raged

knowing it would never hurt, you wanted to see all of my emotion like mirror like child seeing they're

first rainbow, you saw beauty  in the black of a silver back and whispered in my ear "dady... you all"
... All mask off off cra crash but right right but right  all lost ... the last words that said was like "at

any cost she the Boss"

ConfessionZ of a Cloud 1

ConfessionZ of a cloud

Woman i am not sure  when it happened ,why it happened, how you did it, only a  silent smile of

appreciation that it happened and i am grateful that you undid my lonely. i was cloud in the sky and

you were a star we occupied the same space but strangely enough there was no distance between us,

we connected in ways  people will never understand our beautiful silence, a place where souls collide
the only acceptable violence, Dear mr Godz this woman worth priceless. Men are not supposed to

cry, but you put my head on your lap and pulled out my tears felt... listen to my story , felt my pain

we became one tear, i had to make a decision about my walls because i felt unashamed, one tear tear

picture frame... in the moment i started to suspect you would have my last name...

Family Affair –Teaser Death by blue balls

Family Affair –Teaser Death by blue balls

The brotherz chilling by the bar sipping.

Fate “I just want to know how you did it ? ”

Cloud  “I know right …I almost died of blue balls true story you saw it , you can imagine and that shit can really kill a black man, explosive ball juice everywhere”

Fate “ I am a just say king your woman so fine Victoria wants her secrets , you’re a better man than I am , sleeping next to that  woman a Godesson earth  ...in nothing but a tee shirt and thong  and you do nothing but accidentally  ( doing quote fingers) pock her with the wood, I would of jumped that like Kobe on take off ”

Cloud “ don’t  remind me , went through a lot of ice cubes (laughing) , I loved her before we fell in love , that was my best friend trusting me with her body and despite what thoughts might of gone through my head, dick hard enough to cut diamond shit…! The Trust , what we have that others can’t see and can’t feel wasn’t worth the risk, there something money can’t buy and getting some ass aren’t worth”

Fate “Maybe she wanted you to make a move ? what kind of woman lays in the spoon position cuddling in a thong feeling titanium  hard dick, I mean I walked into your room she was sitting on top of in a bra and them shorts and that ass was swole  like boxer beat it up, a thing of beauty…  that ass looked like ”

Cloud “ Keep her ass out your mouth… what kind woman would do that …a special kind of crazy, did she want to make a move we will never the past is the past”

Family Affiar - I like my racist honest teaser

I like my racist honest thank you

Middle of the interview

“So you say attitude toward Caucasian people in New Zealand has changed since you arrived in New Zealand from Australia from open and free to very high level of caution and filtering in association, because you like you racist honest ?”

“Yes”

“Please Explain?”

“Allow me to expagorate , first and for most let me make something clear I don’t hate the racist I feel sorry and pity for them and those are worst two emotion one human being can feel toward another, a painful lesson you learn as you endure racism is that there is nothing wrong you and there is everything wrong with the perpetrator, it a mental sickness perpetuated and expressed by an emotional constipated and dwarfed person, racism is like some one telling you, your dying but they have the cancer when you know the truth, do you get mad at them or feel sad for them  … they are the one cancer right?”

“that’s  a very interesting way of putting but you still haven’t explained honest racists and how the comparison between New Zealand and Australia made change your prospective on white people in this country ?”

“White people don’t exist my friend (laughing) they’re Caucasian people. Okay my friend I don’t know exactly when racism started but the likely hood is that it will be here until Jesus comes back, 

Change for good - sax

Things wild worldwide Take a Breathe Take life in stride Get slapped Get up That's how you maintain pride! Fuck flattery Be wise with word's! Cause that's first step to miss-steps!

I learnt on Saturday, In this world... Time don't reset

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Don't stress if you can't 2 step Time is a terrible thing to waste You got legs! Do step! Whether its a half step or dub step ... You are your own supernova