They could never fathom us love hypothetical 74

Hypothetically … hypothetical 74 

Ma of course they don’t understand us… how could they understand us? They really don’t believe in love so how could they fathom us? When everything changed and your life was rearranged and we had to rebuild you had me… (smile) when you hit rock bottom  i tended your wounds and transformed my self into a crutch you had me, when you thought you had being forgotten we created ne happy memory to fill the void  you had me … when you faced all your fears you win some you loose some but brave you are  you had me … when you faced your demons and you thought nobody cared you i became  human teddy bear you had me... when they told you were not beautiful and for what ever reason you accepted it i become the mirror of truth i be like "woman  your the flyst that life could ever bring"  you had me ... when friends back stabbed and forsook you stealing sacred parts of your heart ... i became your best friend and you know i will never leave..you had me... when monsters from your past tried  to taunt you and re-eneter your life Dam right i awake the inner silver back ass was whooped you had me... the path is endless but you had me   and that’s why … we are what we are and they can’t fathom real love.

So please lay on your belly let me cover my hands in that coco butter and massage the lower part of your back , I know you like that you make an  interest sound like the purr of cat . Feel my fingers on your body, like you feel presence your soul... together we are going to roam life and the global for forever going higher and higher. I smile at Mr Gods “ thank you I get to make her feel like from this moment on this life times won’t be like the last life time even though we still walking the line, I thank you for her in every she truly is devine. We have that street love stay when its hard love take care of you when sick love, I  understand your season changed and what I used to give you and how i love you is not what you need anymore so I am reinvent love ... that its raining out side but i am your sun in here love ... that random kisses holding hands holding  ass squeezing love…I could go on and on and love… which is real love which is true love they won’t understand us they will never fathom us

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Element hypothetical 73

Hypothetically … hypothetical

Woman  (laugh of madness and gladness) if my heart had eyes when I  looked at you maybe I would see  moon talking to the sea the most intimate relationship only Mr Gods could design and starts with your skin what I call the lot of one line, I joke and tell the truth when say nothing should be that soft I consider it a crime.

If my heart had ears Ma, I would hear a scribble you would be the answer funny enough I haven’t asked the riddle,  if Mr Gods created me why the hell are you single, forgive me salivate  your love essence is amazing I can’t help but dribble, I will fight for you against the world  and Bald head I will be your rebel

If my heart had hands and could feel … I would feel heat of the earth, the pain of birth that binds infinitely into me see , the cold of the ice the blade when it cut the lamb but it gave me eternal life , I would feel your skin and play it down like Ma yeah feel nice lol you are the truth more than the hype.

Ma if my heart had nostrils and could smell, I would be like hey good looking I see what umama Africa was cooking, finger licking has my  heart ticking, I am looking at your soft serve like dam this thickness , can the choir join in can I get witness , if love is hard work  we are about to test the fitness…. Water don’t taste like water when you gone I feel the sickness … every word I said Queen I mean it

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What i real meant pt2 hypo 72

Hypothetically … hypothetical

What I really meant: pt 2

“Woman I love you”

 “And what exactly does that mean the ones before you said the same word, life has me taught, that what I mean by love and what  you mean by love are not the same thing”

“Aight then ….Woman when I say I love you what I really mean is –

I can’t fully explain what happened when we met... i asked Mr Godz what he was think as he molded your clay...  Micheal she knocks me off  my feet when them hips sway i am just saying, you were just driving bye and i got hit in the head with the stray , Women still look good to me but they’re not desirable as you are to me in that way , I tend to listen when angels whisper in my ear and they told me you’re the one and only, we burn slow Ma that’s hot monogamy from my side you don’t have to worry about infidelity, the question is not on me it’s actually on you B...

When I say that I love you it means I am not going to make finical decisions from a place of ego to fit in with the people I don’t even like that will leave us finically crippled, the loss of trust is the butter fly effect which causes storms earth quakes and heart breaks,  I am do my best not stir up them ripples the only thing I want to stir up are your nipples. I am a do my best to build  and what I bring home that's our cake, it’s ours not mine, its not yours … ours…for me it’s about who I am eating with “U” when being there from dry bread sausages and noodles in college to premium steak... 

When I say I love it means you won’t be in relationship  and still feel lonely, I will be your personal psychologist  part time  Gyno… never mind lol , you can act crazy a little bit lol.. And when I ask what’s wrong and you say I don’t know we cannot, not know together while you lay in my hands B. When you speak I will do more than just hear you but I am listen , some men are crazy jealous of their woman’s success when you Shine more than me, number 1 cheer leader, I will never get jealous, I’m going to play my possession we are team when you shine I shine I am not confused about the mission, and when it comes kissing lay it on me you don’t need my permission I stay cheek ready lol. Your body is  sacred to me “ love her body as if it was your own”  Mr Godz said  I love my self  Ma  I will would hurt or bruise or break your bone, the only thing I want to do in get you in the zone .

When I say that I love you I mean I would rather look at your face and have that eye contact it never gets old, I would rather have that than stare at the back of your phone. I genuinely love spending time with you alone, my lips your cheek bones slow dancing two ears and one set of ear phones Marvin Gaye lets get it on, we peoples like that so we share dem dirty jokes for your funny bone, and when Mr Gods calls me home, “he loved unapologetic-ally ” have them write that because it was truth on tombstone... 

Hypothetical ....“U” 71

 Hypothetical 

“U”

It wasn’t you twerking that held me all night when I got that phone call that my man’s had committed suicide… black and blue my soul was hurting, I was trying to be a man  but you looked past my façade to my  soul life giver energy I start absorbing… Touched me with your light that every Queen has  hidden inside  I felt the hands of nurturer working… For you my queen for us to make this journey there are so many things about false masculinity I am unlearning…Ma that was “U”.

It wasn’t your thigh gap, six pack or flat belly that took the day off work to take care of me. I don’t know if it was the flu or chicken soup that almost killed me (lol) I made it, the flu didn’t that’s all that really matters. I might not always see but I can feel the Goddess with in from sub atomic molecular particles we vibe on the frequency of unseen anti matter, Ma thank you for being full of love and being made from honey and gold, I am trying to drop some truth so please don’t I am trying to flatter … and that was “U”.

It wasn’t the Fat Ass (and trust me I am looking and its righteous back here lol) that held me down when I lost my job  and need to crash, you kept me focused when I was frustrated from looking , all the way the through process you made sure Bald head didn’t take  my crown as a man , “U” reminded me no matter what  I would always  be your man,  trusted in the vision I remember what you said

 “king I trust you keep pushing execute the plan,  I will stop loving you when there is not one grain on earth and mars  of sand , we said whatever my come especially the hard stuff that we never plan” yeah that was “U”.

It was not the nude selfies (thank you thou), duck lips and designer tight clothes that made stay committed after you let me hit it, dam I can’t lie after I got a taste I knew I would not  be  able to quit it “ it’s your Papi are going come get it?). It looks good on the outside but it’s the light that’s inside, and things you randomly sometimes I can’t fully wrap around my mind, you’re not my trophy,  so to the rest of the world  listen up closely …when it starts slip  20-30 years from now I will still slap that ass and say she is my one and only, I aint playing games woman, latter  on to night one on one bedroom basketball, I am the black Mumba drive hard down lane it’s the only time your allowed to call me Kobe lol.. For “U”

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What i really meant when i dropped a knee pt 1 hypo 70

Hypothetically… Hypothetical pt 1 what I really meant …

When I dropped a knee and gave you my pebble and asked you to marry me, to share my last name honor and protect me what I really meant was …

“It crazy  we have being together for so long  and never not once have ever had and argument it kind of bothers and excites  me a little bit what happen if we do? We yin yan  even when we disagree we are kick to back down yield and forgive, the bond between me and you is covered in honesty compassion but mostly common sense,  you’re the steroid like power behind my confidence I can’t say you never thought it (lol) but you have never said a word to rip me down, brick by brick emotion by emotion by these god  moments I do my best to build you  and you have built me to, the bridge between our souls started before time  and runs into the abyss of the unknown I am confident we handle the hard miles, the luckiest man in world  I get to wake to your bad breath but always the most beautiful smile (lol). When I asked you to share my last name  what I truly meant was I will never leave you Norther star… if any man I ever hurt you in any way they might put me away  for 25 to life  [thinking] unless I use the sulphuric acid but that’s another life time don’t ask (lol). I run your defence Ma and since I met you I have fewer scars you hold me down when it comes to mine you’re the moon I am the ocean we kiss and we shine. We  don’t have child together but since we connected I feel like share DNA when Mr Gods create you and me he must of used the same clay, so clique you finish my last sentence like the same way , we said 1..2…3 what would  you name our first child  we laughed so hard when simultaneously we said the same name … w e reign to rain.

Late nights you sit on the edge of the bed and I brush your hair our scared thing mental detox from the stress of the world and child wounds being healed the I am Scarecrow and you’re the rose our bedroom is the field, you lean into strokes and make lioness purring sound. When I am done we switching up position you sit on butt  and massage the knots out of shoulders and my back with love care a lot of pain (lol) and true diligence, in that moment I think to myself Mr gods she is my  heaven sent. Moment by moment brick by brick we build to as close as will get a happy home filled joy and laughter, as close to fairy tale the happily ever after, I don’t have time to save words for the grave so I confess I have  never loved so free, so hard so pure. We live in times that are confused evil, lost and there crazy… there’s a lot unknown but the “me and you” are the only thing I know that is for sure. We are grown up children… vulnerable… anything’s still possible, we are each other’s study so we have so  much more we need to learn, unselfish that braggadocios ooze out the eyes type love goodness our roots run deep we grown up kids who act a little mature. When I dropped knee I meant that I will never leave you.

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Simple plan Hypothetical 69 ( less more meaning)

Hypothetically … hypothetical

It’s amazing to know you’re the yin for my yan not balance harmony ( if war my armery

It surprised me how when I reached out to you, yours fitted perfectly in my hand

I love the way you draw the man out of the peter pan go through my mind like CT scan 

The way we building on this love, I am the foundation you’re the design but us is the plan

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Confession of the cloudwalker hypothetical 68

Hypothetically… hypothetical

Ayo Ma

“have you ever seen an eagle fly high in the sky with one wing so we as a people have being told a tragic lie, the eagle is our people me and you are the separated wings, they have us walking like chickens on the ground, the skies are our heavens we are the original cloud walkers let’s get together and do bigger things, i see that smile on your face when i drop a knee and bring out the ring

When I get to love  the way I want to and  the way  you should be, we will not be the our past nor our future deep eye contact Ma, we are going to be very present and enjoy every moment, we will be the right here and right now no outside noise. You’re the decibel am the sound, I can be the verb you can be the noun, the truest of queens that why I gave you my crown, my soul mate, my unknown feminine parts, my most equal, I love your smile and laughter it’s like watching Mr Gods creative hand paint in the earth , you let me take off the mask of masculinity ... for you and the little girl hidden inside  I will  be heavenz clown.

You being mad at me for a second  I can understand that we messed up... but you still want me  I can tell from your gestures that extra twist in your hips the way you lick your goddess  lips (dam) dropping clues. Lady music don’t sound like music without you, you got the rhythm I got the blues lets dance, besides  I am the man only man on  the planet who makes you smile but walk  funny in the morning remember the long stroke  those spine kisses the ignorance the blissfulness that made you ... Papi ohhhh lol

Ma can I confess I loved you before I fell in love with you i am your covering i am your defence, I was complete as a human being but yet I knew something was missing, deep late night conversation cuddles and random kisses, I guess I would the richest man in the world right now if beggar dreams wishes doing things to you that gave you belly twitches , now lay back let my tongue thigh gap pay  me with your eyes rolling back I am about to do the dishes … it aigh Ma tick that one off your wish list

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