Broken beautiful Letter to my future wife 29

·         Woman you’re so beautiful my eyes are tired of starring at you so much so that they’re sending text twitters and Instagram brain complaining about a lack of blinking and sleep, loves like your foot prints in the sand you leave love where ever go, I see you  for you broken pieces of glued back poetry, Mr Gods artistry, “lost in meaningless worlds there she was  in meaningless words beautiful” I dare to contradict bring meaning to word in the eye of the beholder beautiful her heart soul and body I must insist , I can’t lie a little jealous when I know other men look at her and think “dam  wow … now that is beauty from soul through  the skin, so what I say your beautiful … I am just knocking on heaven door  Citizen will you let me in …

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Beautiful pieces of Broken pottery put back together again the world see your cracks i see your beauty, listen to my voice  sincerity my eyes talk to believe me with doubt when I look into your eyes I know we have to make every second count, make up to break up we don’t take that route,  your more to me than worthwhile I didn’t change because you asked me to I didn’t so magic could breathe in this world  “We the Us” no doubt its  the new life style…. Woman what wrong with you, you make me do all things that a man’s not supposed to do, this voodoo that you do makes me have no cool , and act a fool .

poem unwritten ..... letter to future wife 28

You excite me like when a child sees an ice-cream comb I want to get you home and things to you for people who are grown… woman  from the moment I opened my mouth you were a poem waiting to be written, our candle light dinners, roses, soft music have nothing to do with valentine  everyday queen your worth it, so i do my best to work it .Just as masculine energy has the need to protect, feminine energy has the desire to nurture we are each other cause and effect , love and respect  and when I act all crazy well you do most of the time you keep my ego I cheque, I try my best Ma to make every day your holiday, it like Mr Gods create heaven from the last words that you say, I am in love with you I think your beautiful  fruitful and root full but mostly truthful. Its weird I never tried when I am with you I am always hungry but strangely satisfied, your my eye and I understand what it feels like to be a god  like when the wind touches the sky….

Woman you want to see the cracks in our armour. you want to see that I trust you enough to open up to you. You want to be able to help me through our sadness and the madness we crazy but stress less and make your head home to my chest

I see you ... letters to my future wife 27

We are that forever young, your eyes in the back of your head i am sorry i think that the vibration of my tongue watered down decibels  that make you unable to syllables they say its just cookie i testing if it edible you can't breath  but the feeling incredible... silence  ... i speak in love as we make me love... Sometimes I see you with my ears can you feel me hearing you, just know that your opinion holds weight with the a King, as we practice our own form of tai chai I am in synch with your emotional state another year new level the connects elevate, I bear witness to it… to you. You never have to fear, that you will sitting across from the room from me emotionally wounded on the verges of tears and don’t feel my hands  my heart , and voice say “ Shorty bring it in I am right here”. Queen we keep it forever fresh (hip hop love) I ain’t like the last lame who was un available and slowly drained your soul and taught you trust men less, we on that Jah bless, I am about you and the “us” it’s not about me B I got your back 110% I put my wall and my guard down best believe me when I say I see you…

Write down what you like I’m write down mine we meet in the middle just one thing one soul one goal  lets feel the whole, they wait for valentine we do this every day of our life we now our role, when the love runs deep like us its out of control... i see without my eyes Ma because i feel you my true Boo, sean paul tight like glue  you know what it is because you know how we do, woman i am in love with you i don't look at you like every other man do, i call you often  not because the loves forgotten simply because i like the way you name role of my tongue, i never call you my favorite because that would mean i can compare you  and you are like that one true, you give me what i see you in you life ... if your in my arms and i die to night  i am die with smile i only want your arms to love me better, and i got one question what can do to make it more wetters with tender warm of feelings in sweaters...lol

The Brothers

The Brothers…

“You ain’t spending time with the fellas no more, Cloud spends so much time in the pussy  he has Either taken a mortgage in it or paying rent I am just saying”

“ummm  you need to keep my woman’s pussy out your mouth ?”

“ nah nigga we aint talking about her pussy  we talking about yours” [they laugh but I am not amused]

“Hell no, you’re in my house eating my food drinking my beer filling my toilet wasting my tissues paper you better show some respect up in here before I kick all of you out, you desert dick having dry knob, right hand is bigger than my left hand, cold blanket sleeping, tumble weed in the pants, pillow hugging, lonely ass, none pussy getting mother fuckers, at least it rains in my forest … do we still want to talk about my pussy”  [silence]

“your cold man artic ass cold  why .. really you had to go there”

“first class paid for in cash your ordered the ticket you can dish out  bitches ..get your ass out the kitchen if you can’t handle the heat”

the safe place and the savage .... letter to my future wife 26

Our love for each other (laughing) is the defence against and for life, I think of our love like a warrior thinks of his sword in war you never put it down or sleep on it you just master the craft and work on it,  especially when you’re on the front line… we are faced with so much crazy in the modern day world, the busy and distractions the deception of beautiful bodies and pursuit of wealth but best believe for the “us” and our family, I am ancient of day I protect mine if the world dares cross the red line , if I have to …to keep the “us” until Mr Gods call one us home I hit harder than grid iron, what team we are formidable the lioness the cubs and the lion you know I ain’t lying… Mr God whispered a deep secret in my ear when he told me to descend from Zion “there’s a war being waged by the enemy on your Queens and daughters and it started in her child hood against her self-esteem, sexuality, femininity, creativity and her safety let your words your arms your presence be tissues for crying,  motivation and renewing of strength and hope for all her surviving and  trying. Young king be her safe place and if they act fool I give you have full permission to catch a case war in your heart gentleness on your face ”..

 Ma I am your safe place, I am doing my best to create a safe space for your inner women your softest you to open up emotionally and sexually, by doing so I believe I am giving you the greatest invisible to gift to build up  and uplift what do you need of me I am mystical being a cloud walker its secret between me and you I can shape shift, please feel free to grow inside the “us” this relationship, I will do my best to undo time emotional damage  this loves allergic to average , a sage for mind  the only time I will become one is when I fight to keep and protect you and our family  so please forgive me if I become a savage….

"don't text me " ....Letter to my future wife 25

They don't get it Ma they don’t get us, why you don't get mad at me when I tell you don't text me, I don’t want to I need to hear your voice B, I don’t want to be like them living a lie two people that  say that they are together but they're as  far as  foreigners like two strangers in a crowd open mouths no sound, I want to read how your feeling by the vibrations emotions in your sound as real as bare feet touching the ground emotions build up like ants and mound. I Promise you Ma, with me , you will never feel like your unseen in my palms a woman a human being ( i am always staring anyway lol) to connect and be your study I can’t say my better half I say the other side of my human being the softer understanding  of my humanity.

Arguments when we do we are quick to dissipate the three cords that bind us aren’t easy to break, relax and open up to me, intimacy and sex is abundant on tap when you want it,  nurturing feminine energy flows inside your veins unashamed I want to soak it up and drown in it, and if you’re not feeling not loved enough ask me to open up my male energy from a honest place , I'll go into over flow here it is drink it out my heart cup, I still learning  and it might take a life time so don’t get mad at me be my teacher and correct me , I am trying to learn how to see through your words actions and moods to get to the root cause, that's what the random kisses are for the moment when I listen and my soul tells me we both need some love and to pause…  can you hear out hearts ticking

wife 7 Nana

A beautiful black queen covered in coco nut oil standing in the moon light naked, it sounds like the stuff out of movie but back then that was my real life ...
Whispering in my ear while nibbling my ear lobe…  

“I am not wearing any panties Cloud , you fine specimen of man you are with strong  jaw perfect lips and fresh out the oven buns you know what it is”

Laughing “Its like that huh?”

“ that’s the problem Gerald  your still talking  Cloud walkers do the walking”  

Have you ever loved somebody who made you want to see yourself through there eye’s simply because the person they describe to you as you, compared to the you, you perceive you to be is way better than you… you see in the mirror, and when you see better  you tend to do better, and would learn to do the same for her to be each other mirror, she taught to me to love unapologetic-ally  and unashamed … not just to give love as many of us do but not to be afraid to ask for it crave it  bath in to sip in it soak it up every last drop… I loved her the hardest