What i think but don't say ( but i should) - Confessionz 29

Pulling up to the curb after her works ended another day another  dollar she looks tired , it won't be like this forever....  [funny i think to my self as i watch her walk toward, even tired she holds so much life light and effortly oozes sexy dam i love that ass], she opens the door and jumps  into the car and after what was supposed to be one hello  kiss  that turned into three with the last one lingering for 10 ten seconds or a bit  more (true story lol), we smile at each like teen age lovers our way of talking with out words something Mr godz seemed to have given and us and only us [ and again i think to my self this is why i love her if love had a taste its definitely her lips and other parts of her lol]... So i drive off and as we head on the high way just to get stuck in traffic she take my  free hand in hers, strangely she makes a face i am not familar with but with time i would get used to  while she shakes her head and laughs at the same time (like i said true story),  She puts my hand on her thigh  and says "don't move it" [ yeah right thats like  putting steaks infront of wolves and saying don't eat lol but i will try , this is how you get in car accidents lol]  while i battle temptation and watch traffic she reaches into her bag  rumbles around in there  and comes out of it with coco butter (yes the stero type but i heals everything black skin) " i can see you also worked hard at work to,  but no man of mine can have ashy hands nobody is going to say i don't handle my business and take care of my man" as she massages the cream into my dry skin one hand at time with an apreciation for hard work they did and not judgement me and her have never being that couple that keeps up with the Jones , we minsiters to each other need first and if there anything left wants are optional  a middle class luxury , but i worked  for us and kept our flame burning . [ This thing she is doing and i am witnessing , is that real love that love the old folks used to talk about thats gives with out asking for reward that pleasant surprise in-to- me-see, this is why i love her], she continued to do this hand by hand  and yet i noticed not only did she do it with love and passsion from my humble prospective  there was a sceince to it as well ... she was tired i was tired and yet she gave from and inner part of her intimately ...[ i got me a winner , smart sexy comapssionate giving she's got that why factor  that element and "do" thats makes love just word in dictionary she becaomes it in the flesh and words fall short... don't mess this up with foolishness or selfishness you heard ] 
Her " why are you looking at me like that ?" Him (laughing sheepishly) " like what ?"
Her like that ... that  right there" Him "i don't know what you are talking about ? you mean like a bag of weed  and snoop dog" her ( rolling here eyes) " you got jokes .... no Cloud ! not that like i am the only woman in the world" " because you are .... "