Put it on me... your Nurture Letter to my Future wife 32

Your nurture for me reminds me that in life I have made a lot of bad decision and you’re so on the opposite side of that scale ... forever (laughing), your nurture Queen has built the kind trust between two human beings that makes me unlearn all the foolishness we are taught as boys 2 men and not the group, and woman I know your curious because you know I have them I just hide them well, your nurture lets me  trust you enough  to show you the cracks in Armour and tell you the stories of wars I fought and won and lost for them to be there. Your nurture takes me back to being a child and I want it, the way I would wait when mama was making a cake just to lick the spoon that how amazing your loving and affection feel unapologetic ally I want it, I am embrace it, dam it I inhale it just being real.

Your nurture blows my mind and  in my mind I say, and it should be on my lips in your ears but forgive me I am a man (lol) I think, Mr Gods this is my ride or die for real and thank you, it sounds wrong but somehow its right, it’s crazy how you go down on me not because you want to or some kinky fetish picked up from porn, but because you know it makes me happy and on this day when I got home from the world from my body language and fake smile you could tell my day was crappy last thing i heard from her lips was lay down papi (lol). Men we don’t say it or say it not enough but it’s those little things you do that  make me Think I married a boss Chick who handle her business she got this she got us,  I would never cheat hell no, why give up a steak for burger never (laughing).

Your nurture for me Ma lets me know that I am going to stay even when I don’t know? this is a confession from a real man Ma staying for man when he doesn’t know is hard most leave or stay and start to grunt, but your nurture lets me know we are on that grow old and grey love we be like 60 and still arguing about who loves who more making our grand children say "get a room" and "i am about to throw up", your nurture is the gift and  I am grateful but (with a smile) I more in love with the giver than gift when I get you I get it, and you get me and i get you then we be the “we”.

Your nurture resurrects my faith in fairy tales that crumbled along time ago, trust me Babe before I met you I fought so many monsters I thought I had founds princess kissed them sadly gave them my heart only to find out they were witches , but you know this already ... my hearts in your hands take a look at the stitches , you’re the one who did the repair work and now your my hearts guardian , we change roles from time to time, right now your nurture time switch ..I am the plant and you’re the sun , when I am the root and you’re the water , when I am confused and your direction , your nurture is my hearts protection.