No performance
love shorty, what you know about that ... let me teach you in the way of Cloud
over a lifetime, what if I just loved you because I you love because you are you,
I understood that I didn’t understand but understood it was you ? I felt without
feeling a feeling for you that I had never flat …breathe feel don’t think...
my people laughed once when I told them “sometimes I feel I don’t need air
because I breathe her ”, the sad funny part is they will never know what it
feels like , as close to explaining it to them is like when you feel on fruit and you
know whether it needs more time or it’s ripe and she was just my type I think
it was also given away by her light … I call “u” Northern Star because when I feel
lost I look up to heavens and automatically know where to go and where you are
. If you fell sick cancer tumour whatever I would be your side, car accident and couldn’t
walk I would be by your side, you lost
your job , maybe suffered mental health depression bipolar what ever , I would
be by your side, it’s not so much what you do, but this “I don’t get it” inside
me feeling that makes me do what I do
for you, I am not sure what it is but I know it scared and a gift from Mr God I describe as non-performance
love others call it the agape, from
waking up next to dragon breathe and squirrel
hair (ducking pot flies by lol) to
seeing you going to walk work looking like a top model two faces of the one
woman I learnt to love, but I loved her before I fell in love with her in the
process of loving her because love journey not destination some don’t arrive , I
spoke to her before we ever met (thank you mr
Wind ) if makes sense in the crazy of true love… and for all of it she
didn’t have to do anything at all accept breathe … she didn’t have to send
naked selfies , no duck lips , dress almost naked , bend over touch her toes
she didn’t even have to twerk she didn’t have to suc…. Well know she does
lol never mind (ducking again two pots
flying) all she had to do was breathe smile and look my way and is then that I didn’t know that I knew
that I know now…none performance love you can depend on to be the mail man.
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