Family Affair 2 Meet Storm my son

Meet ... Storm

 Why I write :trying to explain a lot

“Why do you write ?..  “ well … .. .. once I looked in a mirror and I saw an empty  soul , I opened a book and saw blank pages , and I thought to myself what a waist , so I wrote in the book to make it feel better and maybe to make myself feel better.. after all nobody likes to alone nor empty..” “so what did you write ..?”

“(laughing) things anything’s just trying to fill up the pages, as I wrote in  the pages they felt a bit un comfortable at first my words lacked purpose .. but with time they made sense … it(the book) wasn’t used to being written in, if you could understand, mostly my fault spelling mistakes and grammatical errors(as is with life) here and there, the era’s of life some of us  make..  But I understood what was written , but yeah slowly the pages started to fill up.. . as much as  we do when we live life  and make mistakes and  choices which bring us to this place, such as we call it our present from our past  and on to  our potential which most often describes our future ”

“Umm? Okay  What about the soul..?” “What about it?” “did it fill up as you wrote ?” (looking away and around for an answer).

“I am not sure, but  I do know that there were tears … and that there  are some  tears not worth crying, and that  the soul knew this well (experience).. so it did not cry .. the soul of cause which was much like mine, it stood alone but it  wasn’t lonely but it never hesitated to ask company to stay  even thou most of the time it felt something’s where better not said , often it would ask it’s shadow  and  reflection questions and trace what was  left by the ink  of writing  on the a page because he was blind ..  Asking it .. do you really want to know what’s written ?.. ..  would it matter? .. Should it matter.. ? because it is already done …And then there was silence and that’s about it, About the soul (conclusively)” “ and the page?” “what about the page?” “what did the page say?” “not much really that was its nature ..(taking time to think .. concluding .. yes) …to say a lot  without saying much at …a lot of  people read wrong  and are quick to  pass judgment… some learn something, others  laughed  others mocked .. .. .. . The page just did what it did.. All it knew how to do.. To be a page  .. The page said a lot without saying much at all umm.. ..Why what did you want the page to say?.. Did it say something to you” “ ummm you have a point?  Where the page and the soul one in the same?”  ….. (Looking up at the sky) “maybe.. No.. Not at all.. but very alike though  ,but no not one in the same , like hands of two lovers  when they hold they  are one but they are not, maybe they belong  at least they have a sense of belonging and gave each other company ”  “.. your explanation are  complicated” “ not really (laughing)” “(frustrated) what do you write?” “ the wind doesn’t know why  it fills the sail , fingers don’t know why they want to touch hot or cold but they do know they want to feel despite the consequence , the lost want to be found even when they give up hope knowing that even in being found they might lose their freedom , hate needs to hate it has no exact aim but it’s its nature” interrupting “what’s that got to do with what you write” “ nothing really I thought that sounded good  (winking) hidden truths.. in your face  and you missed it again  (laughing to self )” trying to get it over with  “and then”  “ .. you come to term with your complexity.. and finally see the simple ..  and then  there is the  JUST IS”  “which is” “ it just is,  that’s why I write I guess that’s the answer to your question ” that’s  like asking why and replying why not. “ no it isn’t… ..  it just is” expand “ I know god and god knows me I have no answer accept it just is (with a smile) why do your ears listen ?” “ Ummmmm because that’s what they were designed for …(. I stop talking to… I we laugh… yeah we laugh…. Jesus … god with us …

In the world of cloud 4 Is that right

May be I should not tell you …After I kissed your lips sugar didn't taste so sweet no more, you already know water don’t taste like water not more when you away, you got me on the cell lying on the floor conversation amazing tossing turning wanting you more soul candles lit good burning is it humanly possible to want her more, I want a taste of your tenderness medication for all of life’s stress [Cloud walker confess]…forgive me for being reckless as I get older I figure there no perfect moment accept when I look at you like that ( you know the look) and we in the moment, you (don’t mention  age ever) cloud me  the woman becomes a teenager again and i find my forever friend, I resist it like metal  magnets and iron…. I ain’t trying confused falling and flying you are not selling nothing but I am buying (love paid in full it aint cheap no dollars no schollars, life.... love resistance training, my insulin shot please …your lips are my sugar , no spoons just poor it in 11 plus one she was always a ten...

Family affair 2.... Storms inner thoughts

(Taking a walk by himself) “I write because , I believe life has purpose but right know things are flawed  and trivial, the only thing that seem to make thing feel aligned is love this pen this page , so i do what i love in the hope i achieve my purpose and in doing so i manage to praise Mr God.  Man was never designed to be an island but i spend a lot of my time alone, in writing i don’t feel so alone… in gods presence .. you see my mother once explained to me that all people even those who love you, at one point or another will fail you ... Time and life has proven her right , i have my greatest  wars in silence and alone behind my smile .. There was no one to share my victories and falls but god.. It’s hard to explain a victory when what i was fighting is invisible ... small things like self expectation frustration.. And the likes.. Steve Biko said the greatest weapon of the oppressor  is the mind of the oppressed, i hope by the time you come into this world to have a strong mind which truly understands freedom and faith,  and in doing so somehow pass this baton onto you in life.  

In the world of cloud 3 Take a chance

In the world I build for us we take chances and we take risks my hearts on my sleeve so you of all people never to look for it, you know it in and out because it will be the one to protect you, mould it hold it “don’t be afraid” I told it. We are awake hence we don’t do fake, from our world we watch the artificial, they are so synth but we only smoke real  , the pride in your voice when you tell your friends I am your man “ he comes with big things and he is a good man, the sweeter the juice the darker the berry  so understand the tan, that’s my man”. Don’t put your hand on my chest put it through it feel this, me you the babies…angels Mr Gods I I know is realness 

Teaser Family Affair 2.. The kids first day at normal school

“First day in school and Knuckles (Sky) over there Knocks out a boy 2 years older than her and “Hands” over here is feeling some poor girls booty… it felt good son didn’t it (pride in the eye’s)… I mean what were you thinking [inner thoughts… boys you just like your dad, I bet you put that 4 finger grip on the ass with thumb lock 101 like i taught him…We breed them right , but i worried about her i am proud of KO i am worried my baby will get hurt]"

"sorry Dad"

"Sorry...sorry for what , tsss i am proud of both of you ...We are Dziva ....we don't take shit we give it in heap loads, know your moms gonna ask questions  you tell her i gave you a shouting to and you feel bad i need Oscar teddy bear eys , Mr God gave me two hands so i hold you at the same time , give me some love" (group hug)

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In the world of cloud 2 You look good in that

You look amazing in that...? Yes you do “in what… Cloud ? ” You look good in that body, hidden behind that smile, those eyes that steal the soul from man’s chest as well as his breathe,  wearing that hell out of that Black dress in them heals (how does she walk in them) , which you can leave on when the dress falls off latter on... when we make you look even better latter  on when you put me on instead ( who said that lol) … but that’s wasn’t it … you look good with my ,Last name on you... kissing on her neck and taste good and smell good, i think you would smell better if we worked up a bit of swet ... just a suggestion ... don't shoot the messnger... lol

You feel good  Dam it?  Yes you do “when cloud (annoyed)? Depends on which part of you I am feeling on,  when and what we doing , feeling on your waist and booty  when we slow dance on Friday night date night sessions or when I sneak into the kitchen while cook wrap my hands around you  to get a taste while I get a taste , feels amazing when I kiss your lips up here and down there ( who said that lol roling her eyes), when i touched your belly encased some precious cargo (being our seed) inside , when I come off tour  and you and the kids be waiting outside, you definitely felt good when we did what did last night …but you feel best  when …I wake and your right by my side … and I am red eyed you were  snoring again (dodging a punch) the struggles real but I did say ride or die (thank god for ear plugs lol ) Even your snoring  sounds good  like a mMiles Davis improvison, funny eneough when we are apart and sleep and wake its one of those things i strangely find my self missing .

In the world of Cloud 1 The jewel and the Crown

In the world of Cloud you are my gravity you hold me down, heads in cloud feet on the ground the end of our kisses the sweet taste and sound, your laughter one of the many jewels promised is like forehead kisses for your crown. My full time jobs loving you and our family, my part time jobs my career, your body is my signature and isgn it with lips and my finger tips.

In the world of Cloud woman you’re a Brain Mc Knight song because I start and end back at one ... i love to come "back home" and you’re on my mind at any time,  I asked Mr Gods  what "love is" and he gave me you  and told him after that we would go "all the way".

In my world Queen your my Roots , your affection love and wisdom run deep they feed me and they feed the "US" in Ghaya essence , so that when the winds of life blow i stay solid i ain't ever leaving, I keep it 100 and play my position  was that really cupid arrow or did use a love potion, doesn’t matter I wana put my hands on you every 12 hours or so like dry skin needs lotion. My skin touches your I am lost  like where does she start and where do I begin , blessed or lucky ? Either ways I never compromised  my values and my want I got you I knew I got the win.

In my world your a John Legend song the way i love those "perfect imperfection" we are just ordinary people trying to take love higher" ... and funny enough you be the last but always the best i ever had ...

In the world of Cloud I will try my best to remind myself why i married you in the first part of every day to keep this fresh and not get to familiar with each stage of age be the re inventor mad scientist dude you first fell in love with,  A picture of you … i will put it in wallet not  my phone to remind me where being swet equity where we are going (20 -50year love ,the old and grey) even aged I will hold her hand more important her heart , make her laugh and touch her soul gently, we being through  a lot what the old folk call "umbrella the weather" in our world we do it together.

did you know20 hold me like that

Did you know when  you...  hold me like that, nothing really matters... the "just me and you" the magic, when its not about white black skin but what hold sacred and hide comes out from  the in, 40 once gin straight to the head the head spinning, the walls were always a allusion in the beginning , i falling " i love u" like David in  the bible the giants are falling , wolves howl to lonely moon i hear you calling i swear i comming or cumming ... the world of cloud walkerz alwayz falling we so supernatural ... dam shorty the way you walk my way is like when a molder/potter create great art and touch the magic you are clay.... all day

Did you know loving you "u" became easier because 90% of loving me is loving you so easy , believe me, when you hold me like that i feel like i back in womb nothing could hurt me 

Did you know 19 Sleepless body rock

Did you know you make sleep painful not just how you do me wrong right in bedroom workout and I like that like that...lol... the time between when my eyes close and open i miss you so much, i am compensated by the lifetime we have to make up and enjoy the moments. i didn't know i had a type until i met you know i am allergic to other woman... that something about my finger can't touch but will chase for a... for ever... remember when we were younger and i would just be for sleep and you would leave the phone on so i could hear you sleep that old school so fool but sure so pure loneliness and soul cure 

we get back to to slow wine  with slow grind , we start the night with kisses good music and bottle wine , dam shorty looking good in them jeans (nah what mean) got me think how should be bedroom fiend, in and out who's in the ring  who's in charge  so we tag team, i lean  finger licking the cream old school trains non electrical we don’t run out steam ...lol, she get mad when i act like she aint the best i ever had , i call it Michael Jackson cookie cause my short bad... people call it body rock... in the world of cloud we call it tick tock, slowly back and forth i try read the time of your body clock fight snug step on it i am your body sock, short hold me down like puc held down the block body rock i swear if she keeps calling me that name  i am on birth certificate is "don't stop"... but i can't stop until her body drop, so swet drop....slowly

Did i let you know 18 Labido Explained pt 1

Let us start at the end and work to the start ...  once upon a time" (.. so Shona of me ) … “I don't know  what Mr Gods policy is on sex in heaven  just in case there no tsss tss tss ...upstairs, bumping wings is not enough for me when you look that good,  I want to arrive home full and in the over flow temptation freee ...lol , the problem with the forbidden fruit is if you pick a ripe solid yet tender to touch one juices and taste, once you get that  taste it hard to go backward even in heaven if the fruit is you , so while i am still here i am get mine ... so i don't risk us  getting "us"  kicked out for  eating the  forbidden fruit in the forbidden place so you its not about me  it’s about us  you should thank … and i know how lol…

You cant’ blame me for wanting “it” ….when god was cooking you up he was supposed to sprinkle a pinch of irresistible in the pot but there was an accident and half a bottle full dropped into you according to cupid anyway i personally think it was more. Like any normal man I want to drive all the time,  just the sound of the engine we you start her, thats when your QueenZ body shape and performance puts European car designers to shame…  you’re a high performance vehicle in bed i am just putting it to the test starting with suspension, how does it handle at high speeds for long times  and sudde breaks to change the tires, how do the brakes handle and what happens in the spin if we hit some oil. i want look under the hood and tinkle ....take my time to fugure out how it works ...   To be continued… 

Did i let you know 17 IF i die

If I died and Mr Gods told me I could come back to the world as anything in the world but me what would it be? … I would not hesitate to tell Mr Gods send me back to world as her eye’s and tears. I could see her in the mornings the first person on my mind as before, and when she cried the tears would stroke her cheek like fingers used to and kiss her lips just to comfort her. Maybe just Maybe  by being her eyes  I could keep her safe  as a guide and understand her better from her perspective, the things I might have missed and I get to keep the promise and always be her study...

Did you know 15 ...Pillow jokes

“Last night I looked up at the universe and there were these two beautiful starz  in the perfect darkness glowing for me , wait wait wait... my bad, that was your face while you sat on top of me while we  and then you, that explains the glow lol (hit by a pillow) , wait  wait wait... Let me try again "Last night i asked for angel to watch over you while I was away," after a few seconds he reappeared frustrated "angels don't watch over other angels Cloud... don't ask again last warning, you she is one of us". (Rolling her eyes playfully)

... okay you cant hate this one " Last week when i handed you a dozen roses,11 were real the last one was fake , you got mad until i explained it was meant to last for ever" (Her hands single 50/50)

[clearing the throat, looking seriously romantic ... time to go deep] "Your my best friend , my shoulder to lean, my lip wetter, someone i can count on in good and hard times, the love of my life since we met and that first kiss , some times you take my legs away you're my beer- i mean dearYour my brand beer Mrs Munengami" (laughter and a thumbs up)...

Did you know 14 Higher and higher

You must of known , that from day one I would be your human favourite couch the place you spend most of your free time and peace time on...resting, reading a book or doing things that grow folk do, the couch has many uses all of them interesting. I am Your pyjamas at night because when we get in that room i am on you naked or not i am dem pj's, trying to help you get in the sweet spot in bed and find the sweet spot with honey while keeping your body worn- i mean warm. Durable and long lasting and I Come with slipper… for your feet  (inside joke, who said that lol).. you thought that only children and old people were watched by guardian Angels only to wake up next yours ... well at least i try, if nothing last forever i want to be your nothing , we started out at a place called amazing and like a good rasta i wana get higher ... and higher

 When you read this message just remember how mad at about you the author is about you ...

Did i let you know 16 Rooted

CloudLoverz we are planted in love, “the leaves might change the roots remain the same”

… Do you want to know a secret I think Mr God was showing off when he made you ... honest. Sometimes i look at you like Dam she deserves the world, and yet i can't give her that ,I am just a man I don’t have his power but I made in his image, so I create ours and give you mine in just a few lines "Mr Gods , for a second please make me cry" "why?" "Because I want to put a tear in the ocean and when mortal men can find it i will stop caring and love on her"… I want to see her hidden Atlantis the deep parts of your being the secret part of her hidden for her and me ... The scriptures say“Out of the heart come the issues of world and the use of the tongue”, so I guess my knew bedrooms names should be “1 ohhh shit Nigga  2 right there x3 and 3 what’s your name again” lol …seriously from the heart the issues are spoken with the tongue “my I loves u… are not empty words so when you hear me then see the issue in mine .

Family affiar 2 - Father son walks series 2 pt 1

My teachers say that my dad is militant my dad just says "i am just sick of it" and slowly he teaches me what the "it" is, he (my father) says one day I will be stronger smarter and faster than him, sometimes I doubt it  Dads a beast when he goes all in . My dad on the other hand says that my teacher should not be allowed near a classroom to teach because “he is the height and definition of ignorant". I believe my dad all day i am 12 years old turning 13 and I have this strange feeling that i have read more books than my teacher. 

Family affair 2 -Father son walks Series 1 teaser

"Storm you’re going to be the man of our house one day, our home is one world when you step outside those doors that's a different world different rules handled yourself like you have being schooled and you are learnt. I got a gem for you young King... son Dziva . As a black man in a western society you got to know how to compete, we never use our race as an excuse for not doing great things, I won't give you  false teaching or waist my pain or scars that would make you a cripple in thier world not ours  and i love you to much to do that...

Did i tell you 11 Walk changer pt2

“So I be blowing on the angel spot just below your navel we call the angel kiss make ,you cough like Jadkiss, before I get to wet spot your like “daddy don’t stop” “Don’t worry I am OG I take my time  make it red hot ,and make you beg for it.. turn over ”  (she on her stomach) my finger do the run from the start of shoulder down side waist thigh back to the ankle  yeah I know OG we hand full,  that dip in you lower back i put my tongue lightly on your skin and let slide, i love the flavour and your taste hands on the waist  i want taste you soul and flesh at the same time if you mind? i am trying blow your but ma , you blow mind , my tongue reach  your spine  it almost abut that time .. forever young with hurricane tongue... to ...to be continued    lol

Did i tell you 10 Eye balling (lol)

What I see when I look through these eye balls… at you I see , Mr God painting a beautiful being a master piece that can be abstract to me…( as in I get you but not get you) but I can’t  help but stare touch feel study… then stare some more walk away come back stare even harder intrigued a unique human being worth my time  and it look good  so good it eyeball delicious with out the soul suspicious … when I look at you through these eye balls I see my future and it bright full of life, full of surprises inspirational, a lady who looks sexy in every seize  did i win something cause she my prize… so truth truth no lies if i keep starring i am have be like god stepp aside i need to drawmy self between them thigh (finger licking good) to be continued....

Did you know 8 truths

Did you know That the  TRUTH of our marriage  would be America’s great lie but definitely our truth ? “It’s not what you can do for me, but what I can do for you ” service .. i am at your service. It aint about me Boo surprise but you? Service that’s how we get to the “grow old and grey together” place in one piece  and stand the storms of life. When I picked you I was drawn to the act of your humanity and  kindness ... good looks were a bonus... a giver and a pleaser and so i asked Mr Gods, change my heart take away my boyish ways man me up so I can equally please her . When two pleasers connect I promise you it feels like heaven on the earth we speak two different languages (venus and mars ) we became bilingual for real closeness none that hocus pocus, we fight, something goes wrong plus lifes curve balls we simply just press reset , built on respect built paid for cash  no credit cards or cheques just swet, a strange yin and it wasn’t it plan but works, the more I please you the more you please me  that’s why your my weezy for sheezy … believe  me , you  could leave me if you wanted  because any man saying he could love you better is a liar

did you know 9 i fought For u

Did you know you made me fight for dear life with "Acceptance" and learn to "Surrender", when i realised i loved you as much or more than myself i fought it (love that is ) my  spiritual eyes were black and blue, knuckles bleeding ... past pain and disappoints are weird feelings in the ring and sometimes we give them more power than we should have i almost lost. Picking up and putting down phone on late nights second guessing “should I call her” knowing the feeling was as real as the fear lies… the fight  made me the salmon fighting the current going up stream so much energy wasted  the result of hard headiness, the seed that was watered and nurtured ( we met) and i was afraid of your sun so I cracked up through soil (i engaged)  but grew slowly very slowly (i hesitated withdrew when vunlerable)... Sweet surrender was when i lost someone close lol not you i was painfully reminded time is all we have and tomorrow is not promised for all the money and fear in the world , the painful revelation that i like feeling like a fool around you not knowing was okay, old as i am teenage stomach butterflies hands searching for hands while talking and walking, good byes that lasted an eternity on street corners and phones, surrender when heard Mr God shouted in anger  you asked i gave stop asking for what you already have and enjoy already, surrender was when I woke up before you and realised I wanted to be here every morning to enjoy the view...Acceptance was my cocoon as the cater pillar and butterfly transformed and when it was done I left its job was done (the coccon that is) surrender is the flight I am in dancing in the wind with you

Text 7 walk changer

When I tell you I am going to make to love to you to night in the Cloudz you smile because you know I am change how you walk. Cloud ain’t about that talk when come to sheet we about thats Cloudwalk, I do things to you in that room that make it hard to part,  we can shower together or laugh in the bubble bath ... it doesn’t really matter you get the 5 star service  but I am the only staff, drying off  your body applying that lotion we about to jump of this cliff and get lost in your ocean , when it comes to game basketball or soccer 4 quarters of two half’s, my tongue starts at ankle up the back of the calf  a lot things happening x +y sweety you can do the math, blowing on that spot just under your navel  go ahead shorty breath if your able still trying to decide the bed or the table… to be continued …lol

Did i tell you 6 Open mic abstraction

Did you know you are allowed to summon me into abstraction? When you call, I drop whatever I am doing for you and the family ,  yeah I know I am anomaly but to lose you fast or slow would be to lose some of sanity… promise, my full attention no distractions , phone down in fact phone off if need be we jump in the car no music talk as we ride off . My ears are the mic at our open mic but you’re doing a solo anytime let your problem go you know... Cupid whispers to me some times "Cloud there are times when all your woman wants you to do is listen not fix it. Sometimes just knowing that the significant other is not texting but actively listening to what is being said makes all the difference . Part of the promise was to up lift us, to give you my undivided time  the greatest treasure Mr Gods ever gift us ... To be your teddy bear … this is marriage  not a game  loyal as it gets only when we make love do I do it like its an affair … I am here

Did i tell you 5 "i appreciate you

Did I tell you “I appreciate you” so much because I do, and I am aware the times have changed ... I guess in this world It's nice to hear "thank you" or "I appreciate you" in a world who forgot courtesy manners and dwell in narcissism even in the house, kind words from the one u love is like Gold in the leprechauns pot at the end of a rainbow of the hard works of a day ... rewarding every once in a while its just 2 words and they make you smile easy not cheesy. The truth is you do so much for me knowing and unknowingly. A lot of women juggle relationship, work, children and the family life/unit - which can be very stressful confusing and exhausting . Woman I want you to know that your hard work is appreciated and recognized Queen . Sometimes I watch you and think it but don't say it "that thing that she is doing right now that’s why i love her and put nobody else above her". You’re the spine of our family I am trying to be the muscle around you and support you, traditionally non-traditional when i say sleep in , i'll get the kids ready and take them to school, when you come back from work and dinner ready, when you look tired and irritable and I smile "where do you want the rub at your feet or on your shoulders" ... my way of saying thank you with no words . Problems, yeah we got them, i will be the solution's not the problem  part of promise was to help solve them, 

I am yours