(Sitting on
the side of the basketball court watching Dee and the kids play she jays a 3
and starts trash talking… they play on )
“You’re the dumbest
smart person I know … [ Clouds inner voice that’s the second time some ones
said that to me in 24 hours] you got
yourself a winner ! Congratulations on getting engaged it took you long
enough… My man , I don’t know why you freaking out about marriage , people love
to say I am married to my best friend because it sounds nice and romantic but a
lot of them are lonely in those marriages a living hell, you know it and I know it, dam
it I lived it you get to live the dream , for you two it would be real, after
all you being playing house for what 10 years she was patient with you letting you mourn ? I
see the way she looks at you after all this time like your still teenagers play
that game, when we were young thunder cats and you’re not getting any younger …
what is it we would say ? the down ass with round ass, a woman you could pray
with but a freak in the bed , a woman you can hustle with a lady in the street
but she has a business head... Cash that cheque in brother or someone will know
her worth , i am telling you now i would trade Dee for my wife in heart beat..."
"you would do what ? "
“selfish
bastard… a lot of men would die for what you have, she doesn’t nag , real hugs heart felt cuddles home cooked food, sex when you want it how you want it on tap, she a two for one... she is your biggest fan/ cheerleader and she
is a franchise player in the family team, a true soldier and a smooth hustler , you get eye contact real
intimate eye contact the googly eye’s, I
forgot what my wife’s eyes looked like a long time ago from staring at the back
of a phone and fb post , she holds you for no reason I only hold bills and apparently i am human ATM… if you don'twant her I will take her , think
about it on a beautiful Saturday afternoon when most women go and get their
hair and nails done or so stupid social event with fakes friends, she is here with you making your
kids not hers... your kids feel valued and loved , she doesn’t care about her hair or her
image she going hard on the court and she missing shots on purpose, she wants a happy home and makes the effort and sacrifices, my soon
to be X doesn’t even know our child’s favourite food or colour , the only reason i married her and stayed married so long was that child and now that i have custody i am leave for good. Some realness
the worlds a selfish place now a days and Gods gives you someone who’s about
you and them kids out there, you grab a
hold of it and Squeeze it for dear life , that right there is sacred and rare,
worth protecting … get your head out
your ass … its hard being a man and very loney seriously think about teh suicide rates... Smartest dumb person I know”
“Easy for
you to say, you are getting a divorce I lost the love of my life my soul mate, the mother of my kids , your getting rid of
the problem, I am scared to go through it again for them the kids I knows she worth it my hearts torn between
the 2 , if something happened to Dee I am not sure where my head would be ? and
that scares me ”
“We both
have lost people that we love, really love
if there one thing you should have learnt is how precious time is and how
fear is a liar, what if nothing happens to her and you lose her to another man to another family you could of given her and become, their are some hells you can avoid with a little bit of faith courage and balls”.
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